Being Alone (D. Winchester)

2.47 Dean's Daughter

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I was sitting on the sofa playing with the flask in my hands.

Dean walked over to me with a beer in his hand and sat down in front of me on the sofa table.

i looked at him.

Dean "I'm sorry-"

I shook my head "i don't care"

Dean shook his head "don't do that"

Me "do what?"

Dean "pretend that you're not hurt"

Me "I am hurt, Dean, i'm heartbroken. and that because of you"

He looked down.

Me "And here i thought that you could actually control your drunk self and then come back to me to talk it out instead of going over to another woman's place and don't remember if anything happened or and then knocking her up"

Dean sighed "i don't know what happened but what i can tell you is that i know that i didn't do anything. Maybe she drugged me and then ...well, you know, took advantage of me but i didn't do anything"

I looked at him in tears "i don't believe you"

Dean grabbed my hand in his.

I asked confused "what are you doing?"

Dean put my hand on his chest "i want you to feel what i say. "

I sighed.

Dean "baby, i love you, okay? i remember falling asleep on her couch, okay? and then i woke up on the couch feeling hungover, frustrated but extremely satisfied which means either i satisfied myself or she really had drugged me and then satisfied me while i was clearly drugged. But i didn't do anything because even drunk or not i would never cross that line"

I let a tear roll down my cheek.

Dean asked confused "is that tear a good sign or should i run?"

I nodded "i believe you"

He breathed out relieved and went to kiss me but i moved my head away.

Dean asked confused "but-?"

Me "i believe you, Dean, but that doesn't change the fact we don't know if that kid yours nor does it ease the anger i feel for you because you spent the night with another woman while we were fighting"

He nodded "As long as you believe me that i would never cheat on you on free will...you can be as mad at me as much you want"

I nodded and stood up "Yeah, i'm gonna get some fresh air"

Dean "want me to go with you?"

I shook my head "no need, but thanks"

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I walked back to the room but froze when i heard Dean speaking to someone.

Dean "What do you want me to do?"

Emma "Get me away from here. You're a good man. My mother told me that."

I raised an eyebrow. It was his kid. A daughter, great.

Dean "I seriously doubt she said that. And if you knew me, you would seriously doubt it's true."

Emma " They told me you're a hunter. So maybe you'll understand about me. Maybe you can protect me. Just long enough so I can get away. Then I'll leave you alone. I know you don't want me. "

Dean" All right, let's not... go there, okay? This isn't a matter of... You get this isn't a normal situation, right? "

Emma "How would I know? Three days ago, I wasn't even alive. Now here I am. My mother threw me into that place. And my father... well... You get this is my last chance to have anything normal ever, right?"