Being Alone (D. Winchester)

"Angels. They're Falling"

I looked at my phone and called out "Sam! Drugging time!"

Sam came back and injected Crowley again.

Crowley grabbed him and bit a piece of flesh off of Sam's forearm.

My jaw dropped. 

Sam asked pissed off " What the hell, Crowley? "

He punched him across the face "Biting?! Seriously?! "

Sam walked out.

I followed him out "Sam "

He opened the trunk to the Impala and put a cloth around his wound "what? Elena, i'm not in the mood for fighting"

i shook my head "i don't wanna fight, i promise, i just wanna talk"

He eyed me for a second but then nodded "okay"

I leaned against the Impala "why didn't you tell me you were in love of me?"

Sam sighed, shaking his head "i doesn't matter-"

Me "but it does to me. Sam, you are my best friend. "

Sam nodded "Exactly. That's why i didn't tell you about my feelings for you. We're best friends. And you're with my brother so..."

Me "I thought we could tell each other everything"

Sam scoffed, shaking his head "Well, not this. Would've made it a difference if i had told you sooner?"

I looked down.

Sam "that's what i thought. "

I looked at him "i don't want to lose you, Sam, you're like a brother to me."

He nodded but i could tell my words hit a nerve "okay"

I sighed "Sam, i can't tell you to not love me because it's not me who decided who you love. But i love Dean, Sam, i will always love Dean "

he nodded.

Me "And what you said to him when he beat the crap out of you...it was the truth. But--"

Sam "will you ever be able to look at me the same way you look at him"

I shook my head "no"

He nodded.

Me "Sam, i love you"

He nodded "i know, but not in the way i want you to. You're not in love with me. You're in love with my brother and i got to accept that. For the sake of all of us. Which means i have to move on"

I nodded "Sam-"

He nodded "i know"

Then he walked past me inside.

I drove a hand though my hair and let out a shaky breath.

Suddenly i heard something behind me "So you are Alastair's little girl. The Crossbreed"

I turned around and saw Abaddon standing there "Abaddon"

She smirked "Hello, your majesty. You know, i knew your daddy. A very very attractive man. Sexy"

I froze "Don't tell me you are my mother"

She laughed "Good no. Your mommy is dead, don't worry"

Me "You here to free Crowley?"

She laughed "God no, i'm here to make sure he knows who's the Queen"

Me "And you think that's you?"