Being Alone (D. Winchester)

"Send Me Instead"

I rolled my eyes and Dean and i walked back into the room .

Sam had lost consciousness.

Crowley "Pinhead's out cold. but watch this"

Then he moved a needle in Sam's head and Sam started to say something in another language.

Dean "what's he saying?"

Cass "his name. Gadreel"

Me "Does that mean something to you"

Cass nodded "Yeah, that's why i've never seen him before. he's in prison since the dawn of time. Gadreel was the sentry ho allowed Lucifer into the Garden. "

Crowley nodded "my, my...a celebrity"

Me "you mean Eden? the Garden Eden?"

Cass "it's his fault. All of it. The corruption of man, demons, hell. God left because of him. The archangels-the apocalypse. If he hadn't been so weak, none of it would have happened"

Then he walked over to Sam and grabbed his collar and yelled "you ruined the universe, you damn son of a bitch!"

I raised my eyebrows. 

Dean pushed him off Sam "Cass, Cass, hey!"

Cass "Dean, he-"

Dean nodded "i get it. But you gotta chill"

Cass slapped Dean's hand away and nodded. 

--

Crowley was spinning the needles in Sam's head. 

Dean "what's taking so long?"

Crowley "other than the fact that i'm trying to unravel a living, multt-dimensional knot of pure energy, not much. "

suddenly Sam started to gasp and wake up "it won't work"

Then he looked at Dean "you will never find your brother"

He looked at Crowley "go ahead. Poke and prod. I can sit in this chair for years and watch you ail, over and over again. I've endured much worse than this, Dean. So much worse. And i have all the time in the world"

Dean yelled "shut up.All right, Plan B. Cass, you gotta possess him. "

Cass asked confused "what?"

Dean "do it now! get in there. Tell Sam what's going on and help him kick that lying son of a bitch out. It might work, but i can't possess a vessel without permission"

Crowley cleared his throat. 

We looked at him. 

Dean shoo his head "no. Not happening"

Crowley "don't be daft. Demons can take what they want. I can burrow into that rat's nest of a head. I can wake Sam up. Just call me Plan C"

Cass "you can't-"

Dean "you got a better idea? "

Me "Send me in instead"

Everyone looked at me.

I looked at Crowley "i am half demon, right? which means i somehow must have the ability do get in someone's head right? "

Dean "Elena-"

Me "Dean"

I shot him a look and he shoo his head. 

Crowley smirked "look who's accepting their demon side"

Me "Crowley, please, can i get in there or not"

Crowley nodded "you can"

Me "how?"