Amor Vincit Omnia

✝Chapter 17 - Truly Sorry

''Damon, I'm so sorry. It's not going to happen again. I love you, not him, please believe me.'' I begged.

''I'm trying the best I can, but how could you?'' He asked in disbelief.

''I was drunk, I didn't know what was going on and it was going to go further than that, but we stopped it and I'm just so sorry!'' I said getting on my knees, next to him begging for his forgiveness.

''I've got to go, I need to think.'' He said as he grabbed his denim jacket and stormed out of the room.

I can't believe this, I'm about to lose Damon because of a stupid simple kiss I shared with Phil. But in the end was it all worth it?

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A few hours later I heard, the door unlocking. I was sitting on the couch, somehow I slept here as I waited for Damon.

I rose up from the couch and said, ''Hey you're back. Where were you?'' I asked.

''Out,'' Damon replied with a cold tone.

''Who were you out with?''

''Friends.''

''Anyone I know?''

''Same old, same old.'' He scoffed, scratching his nose.

''Just the guys?'' I asked.

''I wasn't shoving my tongue down a girl's throat if that's what you mean.'' He stared at me, his mouth forming a thin line.

''That wasn't what I asked.'' I said calmly and slowly as I could.

''It doesn't matter... I'm going to bed.'' He muttered.

I grabbed his arm and turned him to look at me and said, ''It's this the way it's going to go?''

''What?''

''You're going to avoid me? For how long a day, a week?''

''How about we try a month?'' He spat.

''Damon, please.'' I pleaded.

''What, Sarah, what do you want me to say?'' He asked, putting his hand into the air in frustration.

''I said I was sorry.'' I said looking down at the ground.

''You don't get it do you?''

I shrug my shoulders.

''Of course you don't.''

''Then explain, please.''

''Sarah, I gave you my heart and in a couple of second you broke it. It hurts that you both kissed, but it even hurts more that you would even consider sleeping with him and you waited for fucking five days to tell me.'' He looked at me, hurt.

''I tried, believe me, I tried, but I-''

''But what? You didn't have the guts?''

''I'm sorry please forgive me.'' I said as I grabbed his arm.

''I already forgave you, Sarah, but I'm not going to forget that easily.''

''I know it was a mistake I'm sorry.''

''But do you realize that now, as you're seeing me weak and you feel a sense of guilt? Or did you think it was a mistake from the beginning?'' He said taking out his cigar and lighting it up.

''I stopped it okay.'' I shouted.

''That doesn't cover anything.'' He shouted even louder, his cigar between his teeth.