Suicidal Love

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UPLOADING THIS CHAPTER FOR MY FRIEND WHO WAS UPSET THAT THE LAST CHAPTER WAS SO SHORT!!! SORRY!!!❤️

Serena's POV:

During warmup, all I could think about was him. He never told me he could dance? He didn't tell me he was friends with Ian? Well yet again, I didn't tell him much either.

"Alright, time to pick partners!" Our teacher, Twitch said. Shit. I forgot it was partnering. I wasn't going to be Cameron's partner. No way. I ran over to Kenny.

"Kenny, wanna be partners?" I asked him.

"Sure, babe." He said and grabbed my hand. I looked over at Cameron and he was with some chick that was all over him. He looked uncomfortable, but that's what he deserves.

We learned the dance and not going to lie, it was hot. I expected it to be, just from the fact that it was partnering hip hop. I just didn't expect Cameron to be here.

Twitch split us up into 4 groups and Kenny and I were in group 4. I was really hoping we were in the same group as Cameron so he couldn't watch me dance, but sure enough, he was in the first group. I forced myself not to watch him, because I know he would've looked sexy as hell. I watched some other people, but everyone was cheering for Cam. No, I couldn't watch him. I'll fall for him all over again. After the second and third group went, it was Kenny and I's turn. We did the dance and everyone was yelling and cheering. All I came for was a good time, and that's exactly what I got. After we stopped dancing, to show their graditude, everyone threw their shoes at us. It's an LA thing, don't ask. We laughed and sat down, waiting for what Twitch had to say next.

"So, who wants to dance with a new partner?" Twitch said while rubbing his hands together. I looked down, I haven't been here in a while and I knew they were going to pick me. By the time I realized what was happening, I was already standing up next to someone... and that someone was Cameron.

"Uh excuse me." I said to Twitch. He turned around, not amused.

"Yeah, uh I can't dance uh... with him." I said nervously.

"Ah you'll be fine." He said turning around to play the music. I wouldn't look at Cameron, but I could feel his eyes on me.

"C'mon, it's not the end of the world." He whispered in my ear, sending chills down my spine. The music started to play and I tried to loosen up. I had to pretend that he hadn't ruined my life for me, and that nothing happened between us. We started to dance and I did just that. I pretended like I was having a good time. Cameron was actually really easy to partner with. He knew exactly what to do and looked good doing it. At the end of the dance, instead of finishing it the way we learned, he pulled me into him. His hands were grasped around my waist and my hands were carrassed around his face. I couldn't hear anything, all I could see was him. I looked into his eyes, and this is what I feared most.

I was still in love with Cameron Dallas.

And I knew he was the only one that could save me from living in this Hell.

But I couldn't fall for him.

Knowing that he will forever hate me.