thirty five

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Serena's POV:

I looked at Cameron, we both were at a loss for words. They would think we are both crazy.

"Do you really want to know?" Cam asked them. No, I don't think they wanna know. They all nodded, ah fuck. Cameron took a deep breath and sat on the table counter.

"While I was knocked out, I had this crazy dream. It consisted of 10 months of my life, so it was incredibly realistic. In my dream, I met Serena. And I fell in love with her. " He sighed. "And I still am in love with her."

I stood there speechless. He just admitted everything, making me feel so dumb. So scared. So... Emotional, yet emotionless. Cameron has always made me feel so weird inside, so inhumane. Each kiss we shared was supernatural. Every hug was a moment of the world stopping. Every touch felt uncomprehensible.

"Wait, but did Serena have the same dream?" Carter asked.

"Yes, she did." Cameron answered confidently. "I can see it in her eyes." He looked deep into me, sending shivers down my spine.

"Oh Cam, I-" Cutting me off was the lips I had craved for. The touch was so familiar, yet it never even happened. It's like he's apart of my soul, my being, my everything. I guess soulmates really do exsist.

I feel like I could die for his love, but if I did, it would be for nothing, because It's already inside of me. Inside my brian, the blood flowing through my veins, and my heart. Maybe that's why our dream consisted of suicide, because we would both die for each others love... And we didn't even know everything we needed was already within us. Our love was something worth risking your life for. That's why we call it a suicidal love.

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THAT'S IT OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!

YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS AND I'M SO SAD THIS STORY CAME TO AN END SO SOON!!

I'M WRITING AN EPILOGUE, SO IT'S NOT QUITE OVER YET!!!

BUT I LOVE YOU ALL!!! STAY TUNED WITH MY KIAN LAWLEY FANFIC CALLED "BADASS"

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