8/17/14
I love Carson with all my heart, and apparently he loves me back too!! He asked me out, on 8/15/14!!!!! I'm BEYOND HAPPY EXCITED RELIEVED ANDJUST EVERYTHING!!!! Ahhhhh!!! He is soo sweet!!! He has defiantly changed!! He's so kind and sweet!! When he kisses me now, he will first bring me into a big hug, then pull back and pause and look me in the eyes, then place one hand on my cheek and the other he will place on my chin and pull me slowly to him. Once we meet, he's really gentle and just absolutely precious!!!! Like eek! I just want to kiss him all the time now!!! He's too adorable for me to take!!! Like I can't even!! And he texts me "I love you" and will say "good morning my little princess" or "goodnight my princess Heaven!" It is the most cutest shit ever!!!! He told me in text that he is going to give me his all and love me with his everything and wont make a mistake like he did last time! He also said if he breaks up with me it will be in person this time, and he said but don't worry because I hope there will never be a next time for that!!! I just love him so much! He will say "I love you to death" and it's just amazing!! Sometimes I get a little upset because he will still take forever to text me and will sometimes stop adding emotions into his words and go with things like "ok"... It's just adorable!!!!! I wish school wasn't here so I could be with him all the time!!! I'm extremely shy around him and I blush a lot but I hope, that he doesn't know that part... Because I try to turn away to hide it!! I'm just so in love!!
YOU ARE READING
Dear Carson
Короткий рассказDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
