Dear Carson,
I miss you. As much as it hurts, I miss you. So much has happened. Today is 9/30/14, Tuesday. and I finally feel like writing about what happened. About what changed everything. Last Monday, which was probably 9/21/14, we were out of school. That Sunday night I snuck you over to moms house, and you spent the night. I gave you my all, like it was the last time I would see you. And, it was. We got busted. I'm not going into detail because that memory makes me so upset, but because of me breaking rules, sneaking you over, and lying, I, not you, but I, me, myself... Caused this change. We, you me, Carson & Tori, Snow-White & Prince Florian, Precious&Adorable, Forever&Always, caused us to no longer be.. You never broke up with me... But, it pretty much means that we are. Your parents forbid you to see me, Trevor, and anyone else older than Carson. We are "Too Old" for you. I wouldn't blame them. I did cause this. Its all my fault. You gave me the world and I, got it taken away. I haven't seen you in awhile. On heard that laugh that I grew so fond of, or seen that smile, or your beautiful blue eyes. I haven't felt your hugs, or heard the new update on you tubers. It breaks my heart, but I'm trying not to think about it. Trying not to fall apart. I lost my Best-Friend, my Boyfriend, that person that I shared everything with... All because of a mistake. I'm not sure of what is going to happen, or where to turn or go next.
I'll miss you. You were, my everything. I will never forget the memories you gave me, or ever stop loving you. Ever.
now, I can finally make this book, open.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Carson
Short StoryDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
