11/17/14:
Dear Carson
Anna stayed with me Saturday.
I showed her the things I have left of you.
-the note with your kisses
-the little auburn hat with your scent
-your blue shorts that you wore a lot
-the Valentine pink blanket
-the red heart pillow that I've been sleeping with since you gave it to me on valentines day
-the two locks
She kind of upsetted me.
Everyone knows to NOT sleep or lay on your side of the bed, but only I can.
I left the room, and she was laying there. I flipped out so she moved. Then she tried taking my kisses from the note, then she cuddled with my heart pillow... And I about ripped her head off.
Then... She took the auburn hat and was inhaling your scent, saying "ooh car car smells good! Imma keep this." When she left I literally cried. I didn't want to share any of that with anyone. All these things is all I have left.... I don't want to share them with anybody.
It's all I have left of you.. Besides the remaining pictures on my phone..
😔
The truth is, I really miss you..
And I'm selfish..
YOU ARE READING
Dear Carson
ContoDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
