He's caught me a few times.
I was sitting on a stool just looking at him. His everyday detail. Just studying God's art. God's master piece of an human being. I was so deep into thought and feeling this overwhelming love for him, that when he looked at me, I didn't even notice.
"What?"
I snapped out of it.
"What do you mean what?" I replied.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothings wrong!" A smile broke out along with a blush.
"That look you gave me.."
"What look?"
"You had a look on your face.. It was.. Different.."
It's funny how little moments become big memories that I cherish later on.
Carssyy!!! Goodness!! I was multitasking, doing homework, and writing and wondering if you were ever going to text me and you told me that you were sleepy and goodnight and so I was disappointed because I had been looking forward to texting you and then you said I have to tell you something so my heart like literally stopped and a million questions went through my mind within seconds and then my phone began ringing and is said heller? In Miranda's voice and you said in that adorable tone can you hear me?
and I said yaaas and you said you're gorgeous! Then hung up! This is the second time that you have called me and said something absolutely adorable since we have been dating!!!!! You honestly make me extremely happy!!!! Like I can't even!! I'm soo lucky to have you!! I love you more than my even life or life it's self!! I can't live without you. Ever..
I can't get you off my mind. 24/7. You're on it. It's amazing the things you can do.
I honestly want to be even closer to you. I want to be by your side 24/7. I want to wake up and see your beautiful face and fall asleep while wrapped up in your arms. I want to spend every waken moment with only you. No protests, no interruptions, no telling of what to do. It would be just us. Living our own rules and doing what we want. It would be a perfectly perfect happy, life. That's what Heaven to me would be. Spending the rest of my life in complete love with you, with the same in return.
I love you Carson Blake Reed! <3 & I Always will. Forever.
Recent names that I am fond of:
Ingrid, Harmony, Abriam, Karter, Toby
😝 Kay I'll write more probs 2morrow about Mr. QT
Xoxo
-Tussie
9/3/14
YOU ARE READING
Dear Carson
Short StoryDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
