10/3/14:
This silence between us is killing me. I haven't seem you, in While. We were so close.. What happened to us? How did something so perfect, fall apart? It was so sudden. Without warning. It kills me. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I miss him. I miss you.
You "officially" broke up with me yesterday.. It wasn't in person, like you had promised me... You made a lot of promises. Some were kept, others were not.
Your promise to not hurt me.
Promise to stay.
Promise to love me.
Promises. So many promises. So many broken.
A lot is broken.. Torn.. Destroyed.. Gone.. Lost.. Horrible.
I'm dying... Slowly.
Loosing weight...
Counting scars..
Loosing hope..
Loosing emotion...
Everything is falling apart.
The worse thing that I lost.

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Dear Carson
Cerita PendekDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...