Silence

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10/3/14:

This silence between us is killing me. I haven't seem you, in While. We were so close.. What happened to us? How did something so perfect, fall apart? It was so sudden. Without warning. It kills me. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I miss him. I miss you.

You "officially" broke up with me yesterday.. It wasn't in person, like you had promised me... You made a lot of promises. Some were kept, others were not.

Your promise to not hurt me.

Promise to stay.

Promise to love me.

Promises. So many promises. So many broken.

A lot is broken.. Torn.. Destroyed.. Gone.. Lost.. Horrible.

I'm dying... Slowly.

Loosing weight...

Counting scars..

Loosing hope..

Loosing emotion...

Everything is falling apart.

The worse thing that I lost.

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