Today

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5/9/15
Today  was the day.
I can't even explain things.
I want to cry because I want to go back and hangout with y'all.
I want to cry because I'm afraid.
I want to cry because I'm embarrassed.
I want to cry because it finally happened.
I want to cry because they missed him most.
I want to cry because I feel like everyone looks at me differently now.
I want to cry because I don't know how to act.
I want to cry because I've missed you all so much.
I want to cry.. For messing it all up in the first place.
I want to cry because I don't know how to even feel or what to say..
I just want to cry.

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