5/9/15
Today was the day.
I can't even explain things.
I want to cry because I want to go back and hangout with y'all.
I want to cry because I'm afraid.
I want to cry because I'm embarrassed.
I want to cry because it finally happened.
I want to cry because they missed him most.
I want to cry because I feel like everyone looks at me differently now.
I want to cry because I don't know how to act.
I want to cry because I've missed you all so much.
I want to cry.. For messing it all up in the first place.
I want to cry because I don't know how to even feel or what to say..
I just want to cry.

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Dear Carson
Cerita PendekDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...