11/29/14:
Carson.
I hate how things are, not just for you and me, but for Trevor, Bethany, Anna, even Mimi and Pops. I hate having us all separated. I ask myself over and over... Why did we do that? Why? I guess I'll never be able to see why, because when I look back to those memories, I feel so stupid and ashamed.
I can't escape anything. I can't stay happy.
I scroll and I see her. I see how perfect she looks. And how similar she is to me. How she's almost identical, not just in looks, but in personality. The things she posts and the things she says. I can't help but hurt every time I see her and every like you give her. I just see how perfect she is.. And I know how much time you spend with her. You see her everyday. You talk to her. And she suits your parents request to only hangout with girls in your grade. It just hurts. That's all I can really say or try to describe. It's just these pings in my insides that make me cringe. I honestly wish I would have never fallen, because I miss my wings for flying.
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Dear Carson
Cerita PendekDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
