Dear You:
Yes. You. Carson. I'm so confused. You show me these love songs.. Maybe because they sound pretty and you know how a hopeless romantic I am and think I would like it.. Or maybe because the words are what you are trying to say to me.. Or maybe none of this at all. Maybe you just show me just to show me. Maybe the song had nothing to do with me. Maybe it has something to do with another girl in your life.. Or maybe even a boy. Or maybe not even about anyone at all.. Maybe you just like how it sounds... I don't know. I'm unsure. I'm so confused. I'm so uncertain on everything! You never tell me anything! You won't let me in.. You shut me out and won't tell me feelings.. How you're feeling today tomorrow or last weekend or anything.. You won't express yourself.. I don't know how you think or feel and I wish I did so I can know if it's just hopeless or to at least know something 100%! You told me, what was it.. A week ago? That you missed me and you were sorry,, for you to say sorry means a lot! You don't just thorough that word around willy hilly.. You use meaning to your words... You even said you wished we could get back together but it only hurt us more.... But.. What if you didn't really mean it in that moment? What if it was only a feeling you had in that moment and now it's going? I get so confused..
I remember when you asked me out the second time how shocked I was because you never express yourself.. I didn't even have any idea that you still liked me until you popped the question..
I can't get anything from you, but I give you everything from me..
😔
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Dear Carson
Historia CortaDear Carson, do you ever think about me? Do you ever miss me? When you hear our song, does it make your heart ache? Or does it remind you of us? Or do you still not care? You hurt me. You really did. You still do. I don't thinks you realize the pain...
