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22. Expecting

Expecting - Jasper Hale x Reader

Requested by anonymous: can I get a imagine of you finding out you're pregnant but not wanting to tell Jasper because you think he might not want the baby because of what Bella went through but Edward ends up telling him?

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You flushed your sickness down the toilet for the fourth time that morning. Your reflection left you in shock as you looked in the mirror. Heavy purple eyelids accompanied your bloodshot eyes and pale skin. Your usual (Y/H/C) waves were replaced by a tangled mess.

What is happening to me? You thought as your tried to comb your fingers through your hair. A frustrated groan left your lips as you couldn't tame your hair. You went back into your room and laid back on the bed that Jasper had gotten for you to sleep in. Your eyes were tracing the ceiling and suddenly your heart dropped. You shot up and ran to your desk and grabbed your calendar. You counted backwards and then silently cursed to yourself.

All of a sudden Edward was standing in your doorway. "Y/N?" His golden eyes searched yours for confirmation. You didn't need to speak since he could easily read your thoughts. "Are you sure?"

You simply nodded, too afraid to speak.

"Lie down, I'll go get Jasper and Carlisle." He turned to leave but you called after him.

"Please, no! He can't know about this. Not yet at least." You teared up. "What happened with Bella was horrifying. He'll never forgive himself." Your tears spilled over as you started sobbing.

Edward appeared next to you on the bed and put his arm around you, attempting to calm you down. "We'll get through this, alright? We know how to handle this now."

"I - I just don't think I can tell him right now though. Is there any way we can...fix this?"

He gave you a stern look. "Now you and I both know you don't mean that."

You hung your head in shame for even thinking about it. "I know." You whispered and wiped the tears from your eyes.

"You have to tell him soon, (Y/N)."

You nodded but didn't respond.

"I'll get Carlisle. We need to make sure." The mattress shifted and then he was gone.

Only two days had passed and you could already see a difference in your size. Luckily Jasper, Emmett, and Esme were out hunting so he hadn't been back to see you. You stood in front of the mirror and rubbed your stomach, taking deep breaths to calm your nerves.

A door slammed downstairs and in less than a second Jasper was standing in the mirror behind you. His arms wrapped around your waist and he kissed all over your shoulder. "I'm so so sorry." He mumbled. He turned you around so you were facing him and then he hugged you so tight you thought you would be crushed soon if you didn't stop him.

"He told you, didn't he." You basically growled.

"Don't be upset. He cares about you and just wanted to make sure I would be here for you. And look at me..." He tilted your chin up and looked into your eyes. "I am here for you, I will always be here, (Y/N)."

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you as soon as I found out. I was so afraid that..." You trailed off and once again tears welled up in your eyes. "I was afraid that you wouldn't want it and that you would be angry with me."

"Why would you ever think that?" He grabbed your shoulders. "You are the love of my life, of course I want to have a child with you!"

Your face broke into a tired smile and he kissed you softly. "We can do this, we can be more prepared this time."

You sighed and nodded.

"I'm not going to promise you it will be easy. You saw what happened to Bella, but I'll do everything in my power to help you, okay? I love you."

"I love you too." You hugged him tightly around his neck. "God, I love you." You kissed his cheek and the both of you continued to hold each other.

"As soon as you recover, I'm gonna marry you." Those words spoken in his accent made your heart skip a beat.

"Hmmm" You hummed. "Is that right? I think you're actually supposed to ask the girl." You giggled.

"What ever happened to the element of surprise?" His dimples showed as he smiled down at you. "I'll get around to formally proposing." The both of you laughed and then he leaned down to kiss you again, this time more passionately than ever before. 

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From limitlesshj on Tumblr.