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8. I Would Never Do That

I would never do that...

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Yikes, another night without breathing... And the worst is that bae doesn't know, so I have to cancel plans tonight again.

Man, it's getting worse, my lungs aren't getting air, I'm dizzy.... Holy crap, now what?

Call Simon, yes call Simon. I click the fast dial and in the second ring he answers.

- Sup Y/N, you good?

-...Si-Si-Simon....- I try to say.

-Oh Lord, you're having an attack again, I'm on my way.

He finishes the call and practically one second later he's knocking on the door, but as soon as he hears my tries of breathing he rushes in.

- Calm down sweetheart , breathe with me, IN and OUT, IN and OUT.

Then i start following and end up calming down again.

-Thanks Simon, I don't know what happened today, it was worse than last time...

-It's ok... Chill, I'm here for ya. Have you told Raphael yet?

-No... I haven't... I don't have the guts for that, I mean, what if he dumps me for that?

- Oh, honey, relax, he won't. But you should hurry and tell him... He's getting sad 'cause he thinks you're dumping him.

-Bro, what? I'll go talk to him tonight.

-Ok. I gotta go now, I got Maya waiting at Jade's Wolf.

- Thanks again. I'll get going to the hotel. Guess is time to tell Raphael.

As soon as Simon leaves, I get my Seraph blade (you never know if a demon rushes into you) and jacket and start walking towards the Dumort.

Let's just say I got my ways into Raphael's room without anyone noticing. But when I finally got there, I couldn't find him... He was nowhere to be seen.

So I sat on his bed and waited, for a minute, two minutes, five minutes... And he still wouldn't show up. So I went towards the bathroom and heard something.

It was a very low crying coming from inside, and I knew it was him. (I mean, who else could it be... It's his bathroom).

I opened the door very slowly, trying not to be caught, but then I saw him sitting on the floor, with his hands running throw his hair as a desperate move, and my world fell apart... I couldn't stand him crying, so I approached him and hugged him tight.

- Y/N.... Why are you here? You said you couldn't see me today, or yestersay, or the day before...

- I'm so sorry baby... I was a coward, I just couldn't look at you without being scared of....

-What?? Are you scared of me? Oh my.... Really? Am I that hideous?

-No, baby, let me finish... I just couldn't look at you without being scared of the possibility of you hating me. Sorry, you are not hideous. You are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen, so don't even say that.

- Why would I hate you?

- 'Cause... I haven't told you something... Only Simon knows of it.

- What does Simon know?

- I... I have asthma. I'll understand if you think I'm supid or you don't want to be around someone who can have an attack anytime.

-What the...? Come here baby, give me a hug. I wouldn't leave you for asthma, I mean, I can't even breath and you're with me so... I would be ridiculous if I did that.

- Really? So you still like me?

- Nop. I don't like you. I LOVE you.

And then BOOM, I was speechless, my heart was beating fast, and guess what? I had an attack again. But this time, I didn't have to run away, or call Simon. Raphael was there for me, calming me down and weirdly trying to help me breathe again.

And as soon as I could, I kissed him and said:

- I have loved you since the fist day.

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