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Even after two years it still hurts like it was a month ago

i cry sometimes even when i should smile. but it's torture. i think it's gone but then it comes back . . . harder. a parasite thriving inside. gnawing raw at anything and everything

i didn't know at the time but you held my world together. you kept me sane

now i don't know. i have no idea what i'm doing today or with my life. i'm clueless to who i am anymore. without you it's hard to live through the destruction and the immovable rubble and choking dust that's left

your life wasn't the only one to end that day — mine did too


I lost you

mom.



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