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This isn't me. this can't be me

i'm not broken. i'm strong

i'm not lost. i'm directed

i'm not crippled by my past and present fear. i am more than what comes to happen to me

and in so i'm fighting for ways to let go

of what i aspire and dream of becoming

by what others believe is best

comes with sour difficulty to finding the higher ground

the greater good for myself and overall health

so i ask what the hell is this?

this isn't me. i'm not this person

i don't break this easily. i don't cry in streams. i don't find everything hard including these simple messages of listening to my heart instead of the obnoxious voices outside

i can't be this person. this can't be me (it can't)

(so it's not)


It's not me because i am enlightened everyday

we as a single entity struggle but remain

by either letting free of our fear completely or suffering through what our minds continue to teach

and through every painful process there is growth

inevitably one day you and i will see ourselves

for who we are and what we've accomplished

without the appearing continually torment blinding us from properly welcoming the bright future ahead.


-reality or nightmare


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