i am amanda

5

They betrayed me
And turned into something
I never imagined them turning into.

It's like a wall built.
And I can't get rid of these people cause all they do is keep piling up and I don't know how to get rid of them.

There called
"Inner Demons."

Fake people who I trusted.
Let me down.
People who I called "friend."
Betrayed and lied to me.
People who I called "best friend."
Lied to protect her self.
People who I talked to
Vanished.

I guess it's all for the good. The future is far and I cannot see it. It's funny because the other day I knew what I wanted to be. Now, I can't see my future anymore. It's like I don't even have one anymore.

They will pay for what they've all done.

My feelings today:
There is fake ones who will vanish and never talk to u again. Or some that will stay in your life and pretend to be your friend when their not. It's so fucking disgusting and they should be ashamed of themselves. I honestly hate my school and the people in it. School sucks and so does people. Fuck this shit. Looking like a fool? Have fun for the rest of the your time life. Stop pretending and be fucking real. Why do people love the fake and not the real. What a damn shame.

"It's never to late to push the bad people away, but it's always late to get back the ones that cared about you back."
(Quote by me)