i am amanda

letting me down

When I look in the mirror I see your smile reflecting back at me.

But then it disappears.

Something I will never miss is mixing vodka with my drink.

I did that to forget you.

Your so good at letting me down.

Your a liar.

Why say,
I promise
When you couldn't keep it?

Why say,
You won't lose me
When I did lose you?

Why do I miss you?
The old you

Why do I still think of you?
Because I hoped

Thanks for letting me down.

Thanks for lying.

Thanks for getting my hopes up.

But also thanks for making me stronger.

I will learn from this.