i am amanda

don't fall in love it's a mistake

Since I was a little girl,
I was picky with who I loved and who I wished I never see again.

I fell in love once,
And love is suppose to change your life.
Love destroyed me.

Sure, nothing will change my feelings about you, but you fucking ruined it for yourself.

I came here to love you.

I came here to love you.

I was just digging my hole in the ground.
I knew where this was gonna end.

I thought you were the beginning of the end.

But then realized I didn't need you until I met my boyfriend.

It was nice for awhile, I was falling for him.
2 months later he is now my ex.

To be honest, I never really knew what we were, but I felt something.

Now I'm fucking confused.

Why can't someone just fucking take time out of their day and ask how I am instead of asking for a favor?

I tell myself,

"Give up."

But I just want answers,
And I may never get them.

I know I'm beautiful, but when will someone tell me I am?

"Don't fall in love it's a mistake."
(Quote by Chris Brown)