Divergent : Tris Pedrad

Chapter 44

WARNING: This chapter may be triggering to some. It has mature themes that relate to sexual assault.

I walked into Shaunas house, tobias' arm wrapped around me. We went over to the drinks table and I got the strongest drink I could, despite Tobias objections. "I'm gonna go find Chrissy," I said, kissing Tobias cheek before getting another drink and walking over to the dance floor. I pounded the drink quickly and someone handed me a beer. "Chrissy!" I shouted when I spotted her across the dance floor.

"TRISSY!" She screamed, running to me.

"Hey girlllll!!!" Shauna yelled.

Zeke was beside her. He looked at me and his eyes fell on the drink in my hand. "Tris, you know you aren't supposed to drink. Throw that away," Zeke said, his face contorted to anger.

"Oh- this?" I asked, before tipping it into my mouth and chugging it.

I finished it and tossed it into the nearby garbage. His mouth was open, his face pissed. "What? I threw it away!" I shouted over the music.

Everyone broke out into laughs but Zeke was infuriated. "Tris, come on!" Jakes voice shouted. I turned and spotted him with a crowd around a keg. Mark was also with him, a guy I had honors algebra 2 with. He was tall, maybe 6'2. He had pretty dark eyes and light brown hair. He was kinda odd though. He always sat with his friends and just stared at me. I shook the thought away when I heard shouts."CHUG CHUG CHUG!" Everyone shouted.

I laughed before walking over to the huge keg. "I got it" I said before doing a handstand on the keg, making my dress slip down a bit, nearly exposing myself. Jake slipped the plastic tube in my mouth and I chugged as everyone cheered. I chugged for as long as I could before I felt myself getting woozy. I felt someone grab my hips when I finished and lifted me down. I was totally hammered. I stumbled and a pair of strong arms caught me that belonged to a guy from the football team. I giggled and someone gave me a shot of vodka. "YEAH TRIS!!!" Josh shouted raising his drink, making everyone else do it. Before I could drink it, Zeke had grabbed it and grabbed me by the upper arm, yanking me with him. "Let goooooo! What the fuck dick head," I slurred at him.

"You aren't allowed to drink you fucking know that. You're already wasted and you got here 15 minutes ago. You're acting like a moron. Let me take you home," he growled.

"I'm fucking - sick of you..... running my whole life! I want to do what I want! Now leave me alone!" I snapped.

"What you want to do is fucking stupid. Let's go," he snapped, pulling on my arm.

I yanked my arm away and found my way back into the crowd, dancing and doing shots. Uriah and Zeke were furious with me, but I was too hammered to give a shit. Four nagged me for a while, trying to convince me to come home. I refused and he ended up needing to go home because of his dad. I was so hammered, my vision was blurred and I was stumbling all over the place. Some guy had grabbed my hips and was pulling me against him. He pulled me away from the crowd of people. The music was blaring, deafening. "Let meee gooo," I slurred, trying to pull away.

"Come on tris, I know you want it baby," a voice growled in my ear.

I felt him pulling me. The arms were strong and muscular. I didn't recognize the voice off the top of my head. I stumbling, trying to pull away, but in my druken state it was impossible. My feet lifted off the ground and I struggled as much as possible. I was so hammered, my attempts were futile."Hey, I'm just helping. Relax, you're okay," he reassured me.

My vision was blurry and my head was spinning. I turned my head and was able to make out Mark. "Let go.... I need to find zeke," I mumbled as he yanked me with him.

"We'll go find him after," He mumbled, his hand slipping into my pants.

"Let go! Let me GO!" I squealed, dizzily kicking and struggling.

I could make out the hallway in Mars house. He managed to carry me up the stairs. I could hear the muffled shouted and music from downstairs.

"HELP-"

He cut me off by shoving me into a room before pushing me to the ground. "P-pleassseee, let me go," I cried out.

"ZEKE HELP-" He kicked me in the head and my eyes went black.

My head was spinning violently and I was barely holding onto consciousness. "Come on sexy, don't make me hurt that gorgeous face," he teased me with a smirk.

"P-pleaseeeee, someone help!" He was unzipping his pants.

Blood was filling my mouth. I tried to roll over but he grabbed me and hauled me up before pushing me into the wall. "You don't know how long I've been waiting to do this," He purred in my ear.

I struggled and tried kneeing him. In a fit of rage, he threw me onto the bed, grabbed my neck and pressed down hard, making me choke. He was going to rape me. And I can't stop him. Because I wanted to rebel, I was going to be raped. I let out a scream of terror. "Shut the fuck up!" He hissed in fury.

I felt his hand rip open my dress with force. I kicked violently, trying everything to get out form under him. He was too big and I wasn't sober enough to fight back. Panic set in and my body was shaking violently. I was terrified. Absolutely horrified. I let out a scream and he had pulled Down his pants and underwear. "No ones gonna hear you over the music baby," he purred before biting my skin. I screamed in agony as his teeth sliced into my skin.

"Zeke!" I screeched, struggling as much as I could.

"Come on baby you'll love me inside you," he said, squeezing my throat.

I choked and he reached down, yanking off my underwear. "NO PKEASE-"

He shoved them in my mouth, gagging me. I could barely breath. I screamed into my own underwear. "I'm gonna fuck you so hard. Four can have my sloppy seconds," he purred.

Fear rippled through ever inch of me and I felt tears slip down my face rapidly. Was he going to kill me when he was done raping me? Was this it? My last moments on earth would be me in complete agony, terrified. I never got to tell Zeke or Uriah goodbye. I felt a surge of terror and I kicked and thrashed as he lined himself at my entrance. He locked my hands against the mattress, squeezing them with incredible force. I felt him push into me and I screeched in agony, unable to register the pain that attacked my body. I struggled and he moaned in satisfaction. I screamed and screamed. I don't know when it happened, how long it went on for until I had lost consciousness from the ripping agony, slipping into an unconsciousness.