AMBW Imagines

Jimin

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Buckle up bitches this one is gonna be sad

Jimin POV

85 missed calls from Mami😝

Its been two weeks since I've last seen my girlfriend. I know she's been worried sick about me. It's just that today I'm going to end it all.

I've mad a mistake by getting my 4 of my ex's pregnant. I didn't want to it's just I was drunk and drugged. I know they did, I know how they are.

I slowly started to drift away from my best friends. Very seldomly talking to them. Just a simple Hi and Bye.

I know the Love my life would never forgive me for what I have done. I wish I could take it all back. Being and Idol, fucking my ex's,and getting them pregnant, being born, everything.

Before I load this gun I'm going to send a text to everyone I love. I will even leave a note just in case if they don't get my message.

To anyone that reads this,

Who ever is reading this right now just know that I have a good reason for this. As you can see my dead lifeless body is in the shower slupmed over with a slug in my head. Just know that the voices in my head told me to do this. I'm guilty. Y/n, baby if this you reading this just know that I'm so sorry. I did in fact get my ex's pregnant. I'm sorry. I was going to propose to you 2 weeks ago. But that was until I got that horrible news. I know I'm a fucking stupid bastard. I didn't mean too, I was drunk and drugged at the release party. Baby I swear I would never lie to you. I never lied to you not one second of my life. You do know that right?
Please don't hurt yourself, and please don't feel sad. I want you to stay a strong woman you always were and will continue to be. I'm not gone, I'll always be by your side. I love you, and I'm sorry for my actions.
This note is to whom everelse is reading this if it isn't my baby. The idol life is taking a toll on me. I've hidden myself from everyone for a reason. I haven't eatin in about 2 weeks. I can't let anyone see me look a horrible mess. I've let myself, and everyone and thing that I've ever loved down.
I wish whoever found this note will live a good life. Be a great mother/father to their child in the future. Don't be a fuck up and a mess up like me.

Yours truly, Park Jimin

I layed the freshly written note on the edge of my bed. I grabbed the unloaded gun from the top of my closet. I made my way to the drawer and loaded one bullet into the cartridge.

Still fully dressed I turned on the shower water and walked into the shower. The cold water made me shiver. I placed the cold metal gun inside my mouth and cocked it.

I slowly closed my eyes as I rested against the tub. Tears slowly fell from my cheeks. 1,2,3 *bang*.

No one POV
Jimins lifeless body slumped over in the tub covered in blood. Water still running washing away any blood gushing out of his wound.

Jimins body layed there, cold and blue waiting for someone to discover it.

A/N: Sis cried while writing this:'(