I wish it would get easier
the times I see you go
I try my best not to look sad for you
and not let my emotions go
it’s only afterwards it truly hits me
like a brick load from the sky
that crashes long and hard
so I wait for it to pass me by
I’m not sure why, cuz I’ll see you again
but two weeks just feels so long
I hate to see that empty room
reminding me that you’re gone
I wish it would get easier
when I have to say goodbye
I try to hold it all together
and find things to bide my time
I wonder if you think of me
and really miss me too
I hate that you’re so stuck between
it’s just not fair to you
I wish it would get easier
as you get inside that car
even though you’re not that far away
you might as well be with the stars
I never wanted this for you
I only wanted more
until then , it feels you’re locked away
behind some chained-up , bolted door
I wish it would get easier
and the hurt would fade away
and though the time spent is so special
like a bird, it must fly away
I just want you to have it all
and feel loved every minute
so I’ll have to love you that much more
with every action, word and sentence
and thought it hurts to see that empty room
whenever I walk down the hall
you’ll always find me waiting for you
because for you it’s worth it all
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Poetry: Symmetry and Reflections
PoetryA collection of poems I've written over the years that primarily explore human emotion, reflection, and spirituality amongst other themes.