I don't need this ambiguity
this guessing game of what if's and maybes
I don't need this validation
this proof of what I'm worth by someone telling me
I don't need this romance
I want something more than that
I'll never look back
the me that was won't be, that door is closed.
These failures do not define me
they may remind me, yet they've refined me,
These prayers have not gone unanswered
the answers are simply not yet understood
These feelings have not passed
they are simply harnessed, used to empower
These hands are not scarred
they just tell my tale, strengthened in hardship.
These eyes see more than what they seem
but all I need to see is what's right in front of me
This skin is what I was born into,
I am nothing more than who I am
This heart does not beat to live
it beats to fuel passion for life
These lungs do more than keep me alive
they take life in and breathe it back out.
I want no tea nor sympathy
I seek only understanding
I want no anger
letting go will set you free
I want no doubts or hesitation
fear of failure only ensures all failures
I want no lies or deception from you
life has enough of that already.
I want to keep pushing forward
seizing this day and every after
I want no regrets
looking back will only slow me down
I want to give all that I have
to endow others with overabundant love
I want to walk beside You every day
I'm comforted that You always do with me regardless.
With all this in mind I know
that everything will be fine
I hope my actions show
to inspire in others something more
know this all to know me
because we're all in this together
Know also brother or sister
whether you know it not
you are loved
therefore love others
free yourself from the tyranny of selfish desire
it may feel like a lonely battle, but we all fight
never give up.
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Poetry: Symmetry and Reflections
PuisiA collection of poems I've written over the years that primarily explore human emotion, reflection, and spirituality amongst other themes.