Is 'She' Also 'Her'? (Completed) (U.N.E.D.I.T.E.D)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5- Flashback

HOPE'S POV

Mabilis na natapos ang first day ko sa MU. And all I can say is that the next days, I'll start my plan. Yes! May plano ako kaya ako bumalik dito. And that plan is to ruin the people who broke me back then. Maybe, I can say that I have two Identities. The other is somewhat happy and the other is busy. Busy being good like an innocent angel but deep inside I'm a devil. Ready to play and continue the game they've started.

By the way, andito na ako ngayon sa parking lot since uwian na. Sasakay na sana ako sa kotse ko nang may biglang humawak sa kamay ko.

"Hey! Hopi. Is it too early to go home?" Oh! It's Gray. Malaki na talaga ang nagbago sakanya.

Flashback...

Andito ako ngayon sa field hinihintay si Gray. He was my first boyfriend and hopefully the last. And ngayong araw nga ay 2nd anniversary namin. Yes. He was a playboy back then but now, I can say that he has changed. He is not entertaining girls anymore. Well, except for me of course. He is so sweet to the point na mas lalo ko pa syang minahal. Noong una nag aalangan pa akong mahalin sya dahil nga takot ako. Takot akong masaktan dahil sa kanya. I know madami na syang pinaiyak na mga babae but I did take a risk to love him. And hopefully the things he's showing me are true...or takot lang talaga akong maniwala sa sinasabi ng iba.

Halos mag oone week na akong iniiwasan ni Gray. He was acting cold to me. I knew he has reasons why, so I tried to understand him, even though it hurts a lot. When I'm with him these past few days, talking to him. I always make the conversation full of laughs because I also want him to be happy when he's with me. I see him smiled- but not for the jokes I utter or the things I made whenever Im with him... Not because of me anymore.

He smiled just by merely looking at his phone and types something. It was a heartbreaking seen for me. But I just endured the pain it cost me just to see him smile again. I know I'm being a martyr now. But, I guess love makes us martyr. Even if it hurts a lot, we can't help but to smile outside.

I know na sa ganitong mga oras, isa lang ang taong pinupuntahan ko- and that is Ashley, my bestfriend. She was the one who comforts me whenever Im sad. She's always there to cheer me up. She was like a sister to me...

O ako lang ang nagiisip na parang magkapatid na kami. I heard rumors na parati silang magkasama ni Gray these past few days, but I just ignored it because I do have trust on her. I even saw them the other day na magkasamang kumakain sa cafe while laughing at each other. It hurts a lot to see that 'my boyfriend' is happy with 'my bestfriend'. While, he was acting cold to me. Kept ignoring me.

Hindi ako nag isip ng masama or kahit ano sa kanila. Maybe baka magkaibigan lang talaga sila. I convinced myself.

So, ayun nga. As I was saying, andito ako ngayon sa field hawak ang isang box. It was a cake with a design written on it. ' Happy 2nd Anniversary babe!'. Sa ngayon, hinahanap ko sya, hoping na ngayon din kami magkabati.

Umalis na ako sa field dahil mukhang wala sya doon. My foot lead me to the school's garden. Hoping na makita ko sya doon. And I was so happy to see him there. Or so I thought when I overheard something...

"Kailan natin sasabihin sakanya Gray?" A familiar voice of a lady was heard.

"Ngayon na. I can't bare to lose you. I love you-" that voice is Gray.

Then suddenly Gray, kissed the girl infront of him. They were kissing infront of me.

" Ashley".

With that, I immediately lose my balance, buti nalang may puno akong nahawakan. The cake I've been wanting to give him fell to the ground as well as the sudden burst of my tears.

" W-why?" I said.

Napalingon sila sa gawi ko and shocked was visible on their faces.

"H-hope." Ashley said.

"A-are you h-happy now?"hindi sya nakaimik. Sunod naman na binalingan ko si Gray.

"H-hi? H-happy 2nd a-anniversary b-babe" I said as tears kept on flowing through my face.

"B-babe" akmang hahwakan nya na ako pero pinigilan ko sya.

*Pakkk

I slapped him.

"That's for fooling me"

* Pakkk

" That's for breaking my heart"

* Pakkk

" Happy anniversary"

I slapped him three times. I don't know if the emotion I see in his eyes is pain or not. But, I hate him! No! I hate THEM!

"And for you, bestfriend *pakkk* thanks for everything." I said as I slapped her. She was shocked with my action.

Masakit. Niloko ako. Pero, alam niyo yung mas masakit. Bakit bestfriend ko pa!?

"Goodbye for now Gray and Ashley. See you when I come back again. Be ready, because the pain you've brought to me will be given back to you! With the same equal intensity!" I said bago ko sila tinalikuran.

Umalis ako. Now, I'm back, at tinutupad ko ang sinabi ko noon.

End of flashback.

"Hey! Hope? Why are you crying" I was taken a back into reality when this jerk snap infront of me.

"A-ah,nothing. " I said bago pumasok sa kotse ko at iniwan sya. I even heard him knock on my window but then I ignored him.

Argh! Bakit ba kasi naalala ko pa yun! Kainis!

Gray and Ashley...

Be ready...

I whispered as i wipe my tears.