Grocery Lists and Scattered Scars(destiel)

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|a/n|

look, dudes, i love this fic so much and i thought the story line i had planned out seemed easy enough to complete but i keep losing track of where it's going. i still know exactly how i want to end this but like, i can't figure out how to get there. but i'm trying. so bear with me 💛

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|Dean 1st|

I went over to Sam's bedroom, a few tears streaming down my face.

"Hey, Sammy. I'm so sorry, okay?" My voice cracked as I spoke. I just want to make sure my baby brother is okay.

"I'm fine, Dean. Go away. Go text Cas or something. i just want to be alone."

I tried to talk to him a few more times but he yelled at me to leave him alone.

So I did.

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|Sam 1st|

At least he's sorry. I could tell he was crying.

My hand doesn't hurt as bad anymore, but I still need someone to talk to.

I walked over to my desk, grabbing a pen and placing it against my wrist. I laughed at the bright pink doodles covering my fingers.

hey.

Really, Sam? Just hey?

oh, hi.

They responded!

I need someone to talk to. Can I rant to you about my idiot brother?

go ahead.

I smiled, and began writing about how Dean's soulmate is all he cares about now and how he doesn't worry about himself anymore. But I didn't say any names for the sake of my soulmate not knowing exactly who I am.

wait. your dad hit your brother and his boyfriend can feel what happens? and a few months ago your dad broke their legs?

uh, yeah.

By this point, I was slightly confused.

i think i know who you are.

what?!

meet me at the park on 3rd street in fifteen minutes.

Oh my god.

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so uh, that was bad.

but i'm gonna start leading up to the ending soon.

there's about 11 chapters left!

but i figured we need sabriel together before anything happens.