Flashback
It had already passed three weeks. I was preparing the wedding feeling numb. I was betraying Alex. I knew that. He had died in May and there i was six months later pregnant and engaged to be married to the guy he was always jealous of.
I had chosen a dress that could cover my belly. I was skinny and the small bump was already showing. Andrew came over a few times to check on me. We were going to live in a big apartment in the center of the city with a beautiful view to acropolis. I would give birth and the next September i would start studying at the University of Athens. That was the plan. His parents were fond of me but i couldn't understand why they were almost happy when their son was marrying a girl he didn't care much about. We were so young and the scandal was huge. Every paper talked about us.
A week before the wedding at December 10th we were sitting side by side at Mark's apartment. I was beyond tired from the intensive preparations. My father also wanted me to talk to Andrew about the company but i still couldn't bring that matter up or wanted to.
" So did the doctor say anything ? ", Eleanor asked. " Is it a he or she ? "
" It's probably a boy ", Andrew said smiling. I was startled but yes, he was actually smiling talking about the baby.
" How are going to name him ? ", Cassandra asked curiously.
" Spetses ", Max answered laughing. Andrew looked at him warningly.
" What ? All celebrities name their kids from the city they conceived them. It's the fashionable thing to do ", he concluded.
" No. No. No. I have a better one ", i stopped him. " Straight whiskey ". Everybody bursted into laughter.
" You were drinking vodkas ", Andrew corrected me.
" So ? ", i said looking at him confused.
" Well you might not remember which i doubt, but you were the one dragging me out of the bar ", he continued amused.
" Oh is that so ? "
" Well i actually saw that ", Mark said faking a cough.
" Horny it is then ", Max shouted from the kitchen.
" Just wait and in a little while he will say that i hit on him. Dancing closer than close and touching do not count as i wanna get laid. You poor thing, you almost got raped ", i said turning to Andrew annoyed. He was smiling charmingly at me.
" I did not say that "
" You implied it "
" I implied that you also wanted to have sex with me even though you were denying it the whole trip ", he said truthfully.
" And you didn't ? ", i snapped back blushing from embarrassment.
" Don't be stupid. Of course i did ", he said speaking the obvious.
Everybody starred at us half smiling without talking. I was annoyed that he had unveiled my emotions so casually. Now i wanted to have sex with him even more. My hormones were going even more crazy than my doctor had warned. I felt beyond guilty about Alex but every time he walked in my room the past weeks i felt the urge to undress him. " That is lust. Nothing more than hormones and sex ", i thought. On the way back to my parent's house we were both silent.
" Thanks ", i murmured taking of the seatbelt.
" Are you still angry ? ", he asked.
" No ", i said childlike.
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Back To You (Completed)
Teen Fiction" She was now looking at me with her sky blue eyes wide open. God those lashes were flattering in front of me and i felt butterflies all over my stomach. She didn't move as i kept talking casually. Her long hair was once again blonde and shiny. The...