Rule 29?

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by Tonks_legacy

by Tonks_legacy

So maybe I took 19 for granted.
All I know is, I sure didn't want to start out twenty this way. I make people upset without intention. Why am I such a fuck up? Why do I try to help and it fails? Why am I anxious? What did I do?
I probably deserve this.
People ignoring me makes me anxious. And more anxious.
And more anxious.
I know nobody likes me.
Do they have to be so harsh though?
I thought not.
Perhaps.
Please, if anyone is listening and there is a god out there.
Let everything be okay.
I don't want 20 to be horrible.
I've been waiting so so long for happiness. I can't take this much more. Just a small miracle, please.
I deserve to be dead.