Rule #39

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by Tonks_legacy

by Tonks_legacy

I mean...i think

Okay so first off, it's 2:24am and yesterday was Halloween. I don't know if there is a such thing as post Halloween depression, or if this is just my winter depression kicking in but I am S A D.

I just really, (and this sounds desperate) but I really want a boyfriend. Im tired of being single, it was fun, Im done now.

College boys just play with your heart. I started working out, i thought being skinny and pretty would solve my problems. Turns out, that's not true. You know what? There's nothing fucking wrong with me. It's not my fault the boys cant see how much of a fucking snaccc i am. Im just upset because every time I get close or think I am finally getting close with someone, everything falls apart. Im looking for a husband at this point. Someone who is smart, and funny, and loves and respects me. Ive been ready to love someone for a very long time now. The loneliness is starting to get to me, I admit. It hurts. I've been waiting patiently for sooooo long, shooting my shot with guys I thought really liked me, and getting rejected time after time. I kind of feel like a fool. Perhaps if I knew I was truly going to marry someone great and someone who is my soulmate, I would be happier. I wish that I could have some sort of sign. *que magical text message or door entry here*