UM.
I have not ranted on here in a while so HERE GOES NOTHING.
Boys are fucking stupid, and no unfortunately they are not different in college. When I was in high school I used to think about how all the college guys must be so mature and kind.
WELL NO. I WAS WRONG.
THEY'RE ALL STUPID.
All they care about is fucking around and drinking. And they're all gross and immature.
You know? I think I am past the point of "sadness". I used to be all upset about being alone, but I have recently graduated to "absolute anger".
WHY THE FUCK CANT A CUTE TALL GUY LIKE ME?
Im just so angry and fed up that i want to cry, it's angry tears. If a bitch comes for me at this point im going to lose my mind.
EVERY GUY THAT I HAVE LIKED IN COLLEGE.
AND I MEAN
EVERY
DECENT
GUY
has fucking turned me down. You know how much that hurts? I have literally stopped counting the number of guys.
BUT THEN
I GET ATTENTION FROM ALL THE DUMBASS GUYS I DONT WANT
LIKENO
eW
GROSS PEASANT GET AWAY FROM ME
I am stuck between two mindsets of "do you even know who the fuck i am" and "why cant i just be happy too? what am i doing wrong?"
There is so much anger and hurt inside of me, people thinking im some fucking push over.
One day when I glow up and become famous, they'll come back to me wishing they had treated me better.
To all the guys that rejected me:
your loss, hoe.
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Life as a Basic White Girl
أدب الهواةA book of thoughts and humor, designed for the average teenage girl.