Rule #32

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UM.

I have not ranted on here in a while so HERE GOES NOTHING.

Boys are fucking stupid, and no unfortunately they are not different in college. When I was in high school I used to think about how all the college guys must be so mature and kind. 

WELL NO. I WAS WRONG.

THEY'RE ALL STUPID.

All they care about is fucking around and drinking. And they're all gross and immature. 

You know? I think I am past the point of "sadness". I used to be all upset about being alone, but I have recently graduated to "absolute anger". 

WHY THE FUCK CANT A CUTE TALL GUY LIKE ME? 

Im just so angry and fed up that i want to cry, it's angry tears. If a bitch comes for me at this point im going to lose my mind. 

EVERY GUY THAT I HAVE LIKED IN COLLEGE. 

AND I MEAN

EVERY

DECENT 

GUY

has fucking turned me down. You know how much that hurts? I have literally stopped counting the number of guys.

BUT THEN

I GET ATTENTION FROM ALL THE DUMBASS GUYS I DONT WANT

LIKENO

eW

GROSS PEASANT GET AWAY FROM ME

I am stuck between two mindsets of "do you even know who the fuck i am" and "why cant i just be happy too? what am i doing wrong?"

There is so much anger and hurt inside of me, people thinking im some fucking push over.

One day when I glow up and become famous, they'll come back to me wishing they had treated me better. 

To all the guys that rejected me:

your loss, hoe.

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