No More Rules

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by Tonks_legacy

by Tonks_legacy

have

big

announcement.

No more rules.

Does this mean it's the end of the book? No, I like this little anon self-reflection guide. I am just not sure Rules are what I should call the chapters.

Anyway,

My life has been both the most exciting and stressful time... ever.

So as you may realize, I want to escape.. to hear. Pretend I am not in the current situation I am in, which is caught between internships and expectations. You know where I see myself? Living in London, working for the one and only BBC, falling in casually Hallmark movie love with the handsome blonde british guy at the office.

(This is literally all I have been dreaming about all day). I binged and finished this netflix series called Great News, I HIGHLY recommend. It is adorable. Romance, work suspense, a hot english guy, who could want any more? In fact, it has helped me realize the one thing I am missing most in my life.

Love.

You have been on my wild college journey with me and gone through so many guys. I mean boys after boys of guys that I have thought to have fallen head over heels in love with. Obviously, as you can see, none have worked out. So, I will admit, a part of me has given up. I have dove headfirst into my career. This is the time to do it, but I also miss being loved. I think my brain is perfectly in half.

Half, hopeless romantic.

Half, career-driven woman warrior who pushes herself to reach her goals.

I like both, and I am not ashamed of being a hopeless romantic. My old friends (they aren't really my friends anymore) used to make fun of me for it. But what's so wrong with being in love with love? Sometimes it makes me look desperate, but really I think its just a dreamy jealousy.

So who am I in love with.. i mean *ahem mentally dating ahem ahem* but not really.. now?

Harry Styles and Tom Holland. Harry since about age 12.

I'm 20 now, about to be 21. (one month and 17 days) and its on a monday (booooo).

Jk im responsible.

This is a family show!

*in harry's voice* OR IS IT???

So, now to the big announcement.

drum roll, please:

I'm gonna be on TV.

Big dreams... here I come!