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Boris Pavlikovsky and y/n l/n were very alike. They both lived hard lives. Boris had lost his mother at a young age and his father was an abusive drunk. y/n fell into depression at a young age , life had been hard since then. They both used drugs , alcohol , and sex to feel numb. They wanted the pain to go away , so they would hurt themselves.
Every Friday & Saturday, the two partied like their life depended on it. y/n did it to get away from life and Boris did it to get away from his father. They both disliked the world. They thought people were stupid for saying that the world was beautiful. It truly isn't , at least not in their eyes.
All they wanted was to find that one good reason to why life is so beautiful & magical. A reason as to why people always said that world was great. That it was filled with beauty & miracles.
It was a Friday night , y/n looked at herself in her mirror , and sighed. She walked out of her room and walked downstairs grabbing her backpack.
"Hey dear , where are you going ? It's a bit late no ?" y/n's mother smiled at the girl.
"Ah don't worry mom , I'll be back before you know it. I love you." y/n walked towards her mother and kissed her cheek.
"Alright. Bye , dear."
"Bye mom."
y/n walked out of her house and grabbed a cigarette and lit it. She walked around and finally made it to the loud party. She walked in and made her way into the kitchen. For a drink obviously.
She walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of beer.
"Hey y/n how you've been?" A voice spoke from behind.
y/n turned around and smiles as she sees her best friend. "Ah Theo , my good friend. I've been better , you ?"
"Couldn't agree more. So you wanna come hang out with us ?"
"Us ? Who's us ?" y/n took a puff from her cigarette.
"Ah this guy I met , he's pretty cool. He's got the good stuff."
"Oh yeah ?"
"Yeah , something stronger than the shit your drinking."
y/n grinned and followed Theo up stairs to the mysterious guy. Theo opened the door to a room and walked in , y/n following behind him. y/n looked at the boy who was sitting on the floor , back against the wall. In all honesty , he was the most attractive guy she had ever seen.
"Hey I'm back , I brought a friend." Theo sat on a bed.
y/n sat on a chair and smiled. "y/n."
The boy looked up and met eyes with the girl. His stomach started to tingle , were those butterflies he felt ? Never in his life had he ever had a feeling like this.
"Boris."
"So you got some hot shit ?" y/n put out her cigarette on book that was on a desk near her.
Boris looked over at Theo. "I mean , depends on what kind of 'shit' you want."
"Give her anything. Bitch has tried it all."
"Oh yeah ?"
y/n chuckled. "What am I to you ? A junkie ?"
"That's not what I said dumbass." Theo rolled his eyes.
Boris smiled and took some party favors out.
y/n got up and walked towards the boy. She slid down the wall and sat next to him , Boris couldn't help himself but stare at her. He felt slightly nervous around her for some reason, again something he rarely felt.
Boris and y/n then began their journey together , a journey to many different worlds.
"Oh shit ! Theo come check this shit out !" y/n yelled at her best friend.
Theo laughed. "Nope , I'm taking care of you tonight , baby."
"Okay , okay you do , you."
After a few hours later Boris and y/n were losing it. They were completely high. Their eyes were red & dry.
Theo had left the two alone , he needed some partying on his own , without losing his shit like a crackhead.
y/n laid on a bed , high as a kite. Boris laid right next to her , the both living a dream.
"You know , I might be stoned , but let me tell you something ," y/n turned and looked at the boy.
Boris looked at her. "Okay , continue."
"you are the hottest person I've ever seen." y/n grinned widely at the boy.
Boris looked at her and smirked. "Oh really ,"
"Yeah really , I'm not even gonna try to hide it. I just wanted you to know , just in case I never see you again."
"What do guys come and go ?"
"First a junkie , now a whore ?"
"That's not what—never mind." Boris took a puff of his cigarette. "You know , you're the first girl I've ever felt something with, like an actual feeling."
"Relax Romeo , we've known each other for what ? 3 hours ? It's not that deep." y/n took his cigarette from his mouth and took a puff. "I'm not the kind of person that makes you feel stuff."
Boris looked at her. "How come ?"
y/n giggled. "One , I'm a piece of shit. And two, I'm full of shit. Trust me , a girl like me , deserves nothing. But I won't lie , I felt something with you , a weird yet lovely ? Feeling."
Boris eyes sparked with joy. "So what ? We're fucking soulmates ? Are we going to die together as junkies , because I wouldn't fucking mind at all."
"Yeah , lets die together , as crackheads."
"Two useless pieces of cunts , just laying in our graves right next to each other with acid on the tip of our tongues."
y/n turned to look at Boris , she gave him a confused expression. "Oh fuck it."
"Yeah , let's fucking do it , we're in love right ?"
