𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔫

lust, is a very strong sexual desire.
love, is an intense feeling of deep affection.
The world was filled with lust, and lust only.
You looked over at somebody that you'd be attracted to and you instantly want them under your skin.

But there were only two people in the world who did not lust. Only two people in the world were uncomfortable in the way the world was living. Only two people in the world were not horny pricks.

y/n l/n & finn wolfhard were the two who did not lust. They both hated it, they both would get extremely heartbroken.

y/n had fallen in love with a boy once, his name was jack dylan grazer, oh how much did she love him, but he didn't love her, fuck no.

It all happened when she met him, they got to know each other and soon she had slowly fallen in love with him, but her hopes got down when all he wanted to do was get into her pants. It broke her heart, he didn't even know the definition of love.

The same thing happened with finn, he fell in love with a girl named iris apatow, he loved her to pieces but all she wanted was him to go down on her.

The two felt extremely miserable, I mean for fucks sakes, they were the only two who did have feelings, and did know what love was.

y/n walked around her neighborhood, earbuds blasting music not allowing the girl to hear unnecessary catcalling. She looked around with disgust, all around her were people with heart eyes gleaming over at her. She looked up at the sky and looked over the stars.

She turned up her music and began to hum a song, she then walked into a house, a loud house. She removed her earbuds and put on a face of disgust as she saw people making out everywhere.

She looked around and found her friend, sadie sink. Sadie noticed her and walked up to her, giving her a big hug.

"Fuck, look at that guy over there, he's hot as fuck." Sadie winked at the boy.

y/n groaned. "Okay, it's fine I'll find somewhere to hide."

Sadie smirked, kissing y/n's cheek, and walking towards the boy.

y/n then headed up the stairs, she opened up most bedrooms which were all occupied, she then went towards the last one and opened it, which was empty. She smiled and locked the door, laying down on the bed.

She closed her eyes until she heard a door open, she looked to her right and noticed that a tall boy was standing there, looking over at her.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry, I-I didn't know anyone was in here." y/n got up and began to walk away.

It was kind of weird, the boy wasn't looking over at her with heart eyes, or was saying weird comments towards her.

"It's fine, you don't have to go. You can stay, I don't mind." The boy spoke, sitting down on the bed.

The boy also felt weird, every girl would usually go towards him and want him yet, y/n wasn't all over him.

y/n quietly said an 'okay' and sat on the bed. She looked over at him. "Well, I'm y/n, by the way."

The boy looked over at her and smiled. "Finn."

"Okay, is it me or do you feel weird? Like, you're different, I don't know how but you don't seem like anyone out there." y/n ranted. "Or am I fucking stupid?"

Finn smiled again. "No you're right. It does feel weird, and it does feel like you're totally different from the world."

"Okay, then I'm not crazy. It's just that everywhere I go, there's fucking lust everywhere and it's driving me crazy. Because I don't lust, never in my life have I've ever wanted somebody under my pants, and it's totally crazy because everyone else does."

"Oh shit, me too! God, I thought I was the only one, this is so fucking crazy! There's always fucking people looking at me everywhere I go and it's weird. And I never look at anybody like they do, like with desire." Finn agreed.

"Holy fucking shit." y/n looked up at the boy. "And that's why you're here, because in a damn party everyone wants you, and the best way to get away from that is if you're locked in a room."

"Exactly!" Finn chuckled.

"God this is so crazy. We're the only two who don't fucking desire but love. I mean do you know what love is?"

"Of course I know what love is. I've always loved and that's why my heart has been broken so many times, because no one ever knows what the hell love is." Finn cried.

y/n got closer to finn and put her hands on top of his. "I know what love is."

Finn looked down at their hands and immediately embraced y/n in a hug. Never in his life had he felt so connected to somebody.

The whole night consisted of y/n and finn talking about everything. They felt so happy together, that's all they've wanted, to feel loved and finally they had met the person that would make them feel like they belong in the world.