Forgettable Ba Ang Love?

FBAL 32

Sky's POV

'*Translated in English*  The weather temperature today is 0°C. We advice you to prepare your thickest coat and a hot chocolate to start up your day.'

I took my jacket and wore it on.

"Sky. You're not eating yet." My mother said with her face looks like really sad.

"I'm not hungry." I said as I walked out of the house.

"But you already said that yesterday." She said as I stopped. "You're not eating anymore. You look pale."

"Don't mind me. You don't have to care." I said as I walked towards the car and drove away.

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I laughed so hard after I was hit.

"ONE MORE!" I shouted as we continue fighting.

"Sky. You don't have to do this." Jihan said as I ignored him.

"HAHA YAHH! I MISS THIS!" I shouted as the man pulled my hair and hit me to the wall.

'Sky. Sky! Wake up!'

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I'm here on my room. Looking outside the window. And yup. Drinking and smoking.

"Hyung, stop that." Taeshin said as he took my cigarette  and throw it outside.

"Here we go again." I said as I went to my bed and sat down.

"Hyung. You look so immature again. Haven't you really think of our mother worrying about you? I heard you shouted on Soo In last time. Come on. She's too young." He proudly said as I smirked. "Why does it looks like I'm the oldest on both of us?"

"Who told you to do this?" I asked and looked at him. "Did I ever told you to tell me that? To act like that?"

"Hyung you're acting like a kid--"

"THEN I AM!" I shouted as I threw the bottle of wine I'm drinking. "Hey. Is managing my life your habit right now? Huh? You wanna have this? THEN TAKE THIS!" I shouted so loud and pulled my shirt. "I don't know why you're doing this.  But if you want my life then take it. Live like a fool, fight along with the guys...ruin your life just because of a girl." I said as I was drowning in anger. Tears fell down in my eyes that made myself angry so much. "SH*T!" I shouted again and cried.

"So this is life." He said. "There's no cure that lasts forever." He said as he walked towards the door and how it closes echoes around. I just went nearer to the bed and lie down.

I took the remote of the room and closed the lights. All I see was how the moon lightens the dark outside the window. How the snow fell down.

'"Andwae(no). Aannnddwaaee!"

"Yah. Laila. Laila wake up. Laila!!!!"

I held her head and her blood covers my hands. It was shaking and I'm panicking now.