We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human

Lost Memo #2: Quiet, My Mind

Year: 2016
(100 days after diagnosis)

I am weak.
I can't get out of my head and I need you to save me.
I can't get out of my head and I need you to save me.
I can't get out of my head and I need you to save me.
Save me.
Save me.
Save me.
You can't save me.
"Ain't nothing I can do to save my soul."
Self control.
Control the need to kill yourself
"Ain't nothing I can do to save my soul."
All I keep seeing is different ways I could die. All I see. Playing in my head.
I can't make it stop.
I can't get out of my head.
And I need you to save me.
I can't get out of my head.
I can't get out of my head.
I can't help others if I can't help myself.
Quiet, my mind.
Stop crying at meetings.
Put on a brave face.
Tell everyone you're alright.