We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human

Pseudo Tranquility

She does not want perfection.
She wants freedom from sin.
The one her mind fabricates as silent war cries and gnashing of her skin.
She wants contentment.
A state of peaceful happiness.
The detachment from her disorder may bring her that.
She can't fathom the thought of achieving that peace whilst she surrenders to her set cognitive faculties day and night.
I think that's why she chose to die.
That way she could detach, be free and find peace.