We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human

Dating Game

I hate that I found you
I hate that I got to know you and your personality
I hate that I'll never see you besides through a screen
I hate that your existence makes me happy
I hate that I love your smile and your laugh
I hate that you mean a lot to me, but I don't matter to you
I hate the idea of celebrities
Because we can't touch them
Not their lifestyle, their presence, their space
I hate that I fell so hard for someone who will never know me
I hate that knowing of you, I want to be with someone
I was fine with my single life, but now I want to expand my 1 and make it 2
Just because of you
You don't know me
You will never know me
I hate that
I hate that so much

I'm so stupid for falling for a celebrity.