My Gift

Come Back

At long LAST! 😂😂😂

I already published my new story. Yes, dagdag tayo ng kabaliwan at disappointment mo, ne bon 😆

Also, so, i told you guys im gonna finish this as soon as matapos na yung vaccine ko (w/c ended last friday and im sorry to say im gonna stall for a moment. For two reasons. One, im kinda skeptical about this vaccine. Iba yata ang itinurok sakin na kind. Hehe. Pero kasi ibinigay ko naman yung sched slip ko sa midwife last friday pero wala naman sya nasabi about doon. Speeda kasi yung dati ko sa city hospital pero last friday rabipur. Tapos akala ko kasi yung isa pang bata na nakagat ng aso namin eh magbabayad na din, advice nung midwife na kamaganak din namin---sa kin malayo, dun sa isang bata pinsang buo nya-- na dyan na ako sa municipal health center namin magpapavaccine. Tapos hindi din kami pinabili. Libre din. Tapos si ako naman, hindi na natanong kung ok lang yun. Basta libre kasi eh no? 😅 Pero kasi pinirmahan naman nya yung sched slip ko tapos sabi nya di ko na kailangan bumalik. So yun... paranoia level +++100 😅) Second reason is... i think im really having a bad writer's block. Of course tanggap ko na yung engagement at kasal (kinda rooting for Phoenix Fuel Masters at PBA for 3 reasons; pinakaminor yung sagot ni LA na ikakasal sya so kelangan magtrabaho, ok ako dun. Go lang dre, basta sa ikakasaya ni Dencio. Second is endorser kasi ng Phoenix si Rhian Ramos, i think its safe to say na kung shiniship mo ang AD, malamang Rastro shipper ka din. Also, sobrang crush ko kasi sya, i love her sense of humor, i love her personality, i dont think she's a starlet like many ppl say... and i love the fact that she's a cat lady 😄. And third reason is si Wright. Matthew Wright is actually part Tarlaqueño. I live in Tarlac *uh... oops* i love his shooting form, i believe he is one of the best shooters in pba and idol nya si ryota ng slamdunk 😂😂😂)

Also, i just wanna address this. I know many authors and shippers of alyden have already gave up, totally on the ship. Again, im not pressed just to be clear. And i respect their/your feelings and decisions. Pero, ewan ko. Ako ata, tuloy lang. Kasi dati pa naman. Myco pa lang ang jowa ni den eh mulat na ako sa katotohanan na imposible sya maging canon. Den is straight. She made it clear and i respect her for that for such a long time. So kahit noon pa, talagang... ship moderately na ang peg ko lalo sa mga real life pairings.
Okay. So im being honest here. Hindi naman ako uncomfortable sa kasal mg LADen. What makes me uncomfortable is the fact that they're now gonna build their own family. Ya know 😑 yung bubuntisin na ni la si den and its... actually not okay for me. NOT OKAY!!!😬 HEHE. Kidding---well nah. That's the truth

Anyway, i just wanna say you're all welcome to see my new story. Again, its kinda dark . So if its not your cup of tea ok lang. Just wanna share since nasabi ko na may story nga akong ginagawa :))

- boooooooooooooon

Edited: Sobrang busy ko lang talaga guys pero ginagawa ko na yung draft ng last 2?? 3?? Chapters. Promise. Kung inaantay mo update ko, hindi ako nagpapaasa. Alam ko feeling ng napapaasa. Masakit yun. Especially fanfic 😂. Hindi ko nga namalayan na nakagawa na pala ako ng draft nung bagong kagat ako ng aso eh. Pero yun nga. Paunti-unti dahil busy-busy tayo. Pero hopefully, maipolish ko sya talaga. Pambawi kasi nakukulangan ako sa previous chapters na nahawa ko. Even dun sa Come Back. And!!! Ayan, dahil nasimulan ko na ang dami-dami na pumapasok sa isip ko na prompts :DD

04/15/19: Hi! So its me again. Still busy so no update yet. I'll try to make time to complete this, to finish my drafts so i can proofread it so i can finally.... wrap this up and prolly start with my new ideas. I know its kinda stupid. Dumb for me to really get my head into this when den's already happily engaged right? But you know its my way to keep the ship alive... It's Alive!!! * cue commercial; please watch Bon Appetit's It's Alive latest upload. Its with Samin and its so hilarious and pure it will make u cry and it will hook u up quick to the show* but anyway, like i numerously said i understand how other ppl feel. And also, there's rhis tweet i saw abt D and A not being able to sit side by side together. Na ayaw talaga nila magtabi 😂 well, a normal mind would prolly be sad. But for me--- for a weirdo like me i kinda like it. Because... MAN DOES THAT JUST PROVE A LOT OF THEORIES! 😉😉😉😄😄😄. Hehehe. Kidding. But at least for me that's essential. Dunno. I love to read between the lines even if there's no between the lines in the first place. And im not putting their sexuality and feelinga into my mouth. I just like to think about it everyday while i lay on my bed on a hot summer day in Pinas habang there's no water services and i feel like im on fire but i cant take a bath---a legit bath where i soak into oblivion because theRE'S JUST NO WARNING!

anyway, if you guys are one of the few who wait for an update, i hope u dont give up on me... (this is close to impossible) because i do, i keep my faith with other fanfiction writers even if they dont update for years i just wanna let them know that im still waiting for that update a'right. 👍👍💖

To all ALYDEN, RASTRO, SWANQUEEN SHIPPERS!