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i'm feel like i'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen, i'm sick of getting my hopes up for nothing. i cry not because i'm weak, it's because i been strong for too long 

he forgotten me, he lied on me, he ignored me, he replaced me, and stupid me still loving him from the deepest of my heart, it hurts, after all this time, it still hurts. i act like it wasn't a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart. i don't know how to explain it to you and you still not understand.

i need to stop thinking about you, because i know you're not thinking of me, if you wanted to be with me, you should be with me, but the truth is you didn't wanted it, you always left me, make me so sad and unwanted

i told you i'd move on

i'd told you i'd let you go someday honestly, it was the hardest thing i've ever done but it was worth it. for me, for my heart. 

you hurt me so bad, you killed my trust you changed me. i know i could be strong enough to let you go. i knew it and i dit it.

i can't explain how proud i am. because i'm the only one who know how much you hurt me. but here i am now, healing.

we may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong person, but one thing is sure, mistakes will help us find the right person someday.

i'm moving on. no more waiting, no more hurt, no more tears, because i didn't lose you, you lost me. if you wanted me, you could've had me, but you didn't. you blew your chance

today i understand, sometimes the only thing you did wrong was stay too long

he was my lesson not my forever