You're All I Need《Nikki Sixx || Mötley Crüe || The Dirt》

{Chapter Nineteen}

⚠️Warning: This chapter contains scenes depicting violence.⚠️

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*Mallory*

I stared out the window at the fields as I sat next to Vince in the booth.

"MJ... You're doing it again," he mumbled.

I frowned and touched my cheek, seeing tears falling again and sighed.

He handed me a tissue before wrapping an arm around me as I kept looking out.

Its already been almost two weeks since Nikki and I broke up, and I just want to go home. I did try to leave the tour, was already packing my things before Doc tried talking to me and told me to at least last out for the other guys and him. It was a lot of arguing, but I eventually caved. I did say, however, I was going to pack my stuff from my house and Nikki's.

Vince, Tommy and Mick have been comforting me the best they can, and I'm just trying to heal from the heartbreak.

Way to cry over some guy, Mallory. You should be stronger than this.

Vince offered me to stay at his place with Sharise until I can get back on my feet, but I don't want to be a burden on them. Apart from that, Sharise and him just got married.

I still haven't told Tommy the truth, and honestly, I don't think I can.

I don't want him hurting like I am...

"Hey Sixx, I keep..." Tommy said as he and Nikki sat at another booth and I look over curiously to see Tommy took a quick snort of blow. "I keep having this vision, right, where my drum set, it rises up like this...."

I sighed and looked back outside at the cows and horses grazing on the pastures as we passed them, Tommy explaining his performance vision before deciding to draw it out for Nikki to explain it more.

"I should just draw it for you," he said. "Hey Rox, you got a pen? Give me a pen."

Roxy just sighed with an eyeroll and reached for her bag as Tommy continued.

I then felt something in front of me and look to see Mick handing me a bottle of vodka.

"A good burn to the chest can be good," he said.

I sighed and gave him a sad smile. "Thanks, Micks," I said, and took a swig of it, taking three big gulps as I felt the burning sensation go down my throat and hit my chest.

I put the bottle down, coughing softly as Vince patted my back, when suddenly...

"You're mom's a cunt," Roxy suddenly said calmly to Tommy, interrupting him as it went quiet.

"What? Why would you say that?' he asked, a bit upset.

"Because she is," she said. "She's a cunt."