For once, Nikki and I decided not to have a quiet Christmas like always now that we have Jasper, and we went all out on decorating the house, Nikki and the guys even going as far as going to the woods nearby with the guys to cut down a tree (where Vince ended up with a broken leg, apparently.... Not sure what the hell even happened over there, but at least he was okay despite that.....)
Only downside was Tommy and Bobbi ended things, and then before we knew it, Tommy was suddenly married to Pamela Anderson from Baywatch.
Despite how random things were, Pamela and I still became good friends.
I do still keep in touch with Bobbi, who is thankfully doing well, and I also am still really close with Heather and Sharise as well.
Mötley Crüe had released a self-titled album before the year ended which turned out really well, and the guys went on a few tours for it before deciding to rest a little.
I've continued working as a Chief Nurse at LAC and soon became a certified EMT as well.
Jasper is officially 11 months old, and the girls and I have been spinning our heads like mad to plan his first birthday party.
He's grown up to be such a happy, healthy baby and Nikki's excited to soon take him on tour with us.
My watch beeped and my heart then sank in fear.
.... Or so I think....
Nikki and I promised that we would wait until Jasper is at least 2 years old before deciding to try for another child.....
Then I missed my period.....
I took a deep breath as I got the pregnancy test from the counter top and took a deep breath as I looked up at the ceiling.
Please just be running a little late.... Please just be running a little late...
I then looked down at the test...
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"Fuck... Fuck!!" I said nervously as I tossed the stick on the counter and buried my face into my hands, feeling tears.
Fuck... How could I be so fucking stupid!?!
I took a deep breath to calm down, wiping my tears away, my hand over my abdomen.
How am I gonna tell Nikki?!
What if I miscarry this baby!? Jasper was practically a miracle after losing 2 babies....
