You're All I Need《Nikki Sixx || Mötley Crüe || The Dirt》

{Chapter Sixxty-Four}

⚠️Warning: Scenes depicting severe breakdowns and mentions of blood. If affected, please read with caution.⚠️

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*Mallory*

"No," I said sternly as I hung up the t-shirt on the wall.

"It's not a terrible idea," Doug said.

"I'm not doing it!!" I snapped, slamming the box on the table.

Time passed since Nikki proposed and things have been amazing. I feel genuinely happy, probably even happier than I was in the past before everything went downhill.

The tour had continued well as well and soon we will be home in a few weeks. Fans had been really supportive of me and Nikki.

Sharise, Heather and I have been really working on wedding plans as much as we could despite being in different towns. Heather is going to be my maid of honor, and Sharise and my cousin, Alexis will be bridesmaids. Still determining who else.

Nikki and I also talked and decided on a wedding at the Los Angeles River Center & Gardens, considering we aren't exactly ones for a church wedding, and a beach or hotel wedding just didn't sound like something we wanted.

It's going to be taking place in the spring next year.

Nikki is a little nervous of asking Tommy to be his best man, considering he wasn't exactly a great best man for Tommy when it was his wedding. I offered to talk to Tommy on his behalf, but he insisted he was going to do it instead.

Of course, Tommy did forgive him for it, but Nikki wanted to give him a proper apology, which he's been a bit nervous about, since that day really hurt Tommy.

Right now the tour ends in 2 weeks and we were all just glad to soon be going home.

"But why not? An interview is not going to kill you," Doug said.

"I made it specifically clear, even if we dumped Doc, I was never going to be interviewed or anything," I said. 

"You had that interview with Nikki at the premiere party," He said. "I only helped Nikki

"That was different, the guy just wanted a few questions mostly for Nikki, I was just there by chance," I said. "We didn't even answer all of them 'cause I balked after barely 3 minutes."

"Mallory," he sighed.

"My answer is no, end of discussion," I snapped. 

"You haven't even thought about the idea," Doug argued.

"I made it very clear since the beginning that I was not going to get in the way of Mötley Crüe's business, I was only there to help and support them, Nikki especially, and I still am. Nothing changes that," I said. "Everything that happened the past few years, it was a miracle the shit I got myself into didn't affect them as well."

"What's going on?" A voice said as we turn to see Nikki and Mick walk over, meaning soundcheck must have ended.

"Its nothing," I sighed, rubbing my temples.

"Mallory was asked by Terry Ross to come on the show to interview her," Doug said.

"Seriously?" Mick asked. "That's interesting."

"I'm not doing it," I said.

"How come?" Nikki asked as he walked over to me, handing me a water bottle.

"Nikki, you know I don't want to be taking any spotlight, I've said it ever since the band first started."

"Babe," he said.