*Mallory*
I am now a little over 2 months pregnant, more than 10 weeks to be exact, and so far everything is still okay.
Nothing bad or strange has been detected on the baby so far. There's a steady little heartbeat, growth has been pretty normal, and all vitals show a positive outcome.
The fetus is about the size of a strawberry, more or less, so my bump is still a bit small but noticeable. In a way, its more like my stomach is just protruding a liiiiittle bit, but there is a bit of a difference from my usual flat and slightly toned stomach.
I've also been taking prenatal vitamins and on a nutritional diet (with the exception of a few cravings, of course), eating food with a lot of protein, calcium, and folic acid).
No pain. No spotting or bleeding. No strange feelings.
Overall, everything feels fine and all is good..
Even though the baby is still small, sometimes I can still feel them there. It feels like a soft yet very faint little fluttering feeling, and I mostly feel it whenever I talk to the baby, or whenever I play Mötley Crüe records.
Nikki calls me every chance he gets, and is trying his best to stay calm. I know his fans need him, too, but I just miss him so damn much, and just want him to come home already. He's pretty homesick, and tensions are sadly starting to rise over there.
Unfortunately, Vince and Sharise are in the middle of another dispute, hence why I haven't seen her so much around here, and Vince has mostly been in a bad mood lately.
So now, I spend almost everyday when I'm not working with Heather, Athena, Alexis, and Dante who also came to visit with his girlfriend, Rose (who's really nice).
It was my day off so I was just laying on the couch doing this old wives' tale that I Nikki's grandfather, Tom, said his grandmother knew back then when he called us.
I think she said its an old Italian thing, but I think it really just depends.
Its a sort of gender test, where I take my wedding ring and loop it through some string or a necklace, and then wave it over my baby bump. If it moves back and forth, it's a boy. If it moves in a circle, it's a girl. It also works with a needle and thread.
Apparently it worked with Nikki's Nona, and even for his mother when she was expecting him and his sisters.
I am usually not one for old wives tales, but I'm bored and its late at this hour where Nikki is, (Madrid, maybe? I think London. I forgot).
"Okay... Let's see... Back and forth is a boy, full circle is a girl," I recited, remembering the instructions, and carefully hold the thread and ring over my stomach.
"..... Diagonal?" I asked, confused. "What does that mean then?"
I sighed as I pull back and then try again, but this time the necklace just goes still....
"....You're not gonna tell me, are you?" I said, squinting at my baby bump.
It's official.... I am bored....
I sighed and place it aside before softly rubbing my stomach.
"You know... I really am trying to keep my head up," I said. "Yet... I'm scared.... And then at the same time, I'm just trying to mentally prepare myself, for.... For if I lose you today or tomorrow or-or when and if it happens... Because if I don't then.... Then I feel that Nikki could end up losing both of us.... I don't want him to be alone... He's too good to be alone....."
I looked down, softly brushing my fingertips over my abdomen.
I get that small fluttering feeling inside me again and I smile down at my baby bump.
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You're All I Need《Nikki Sixx || Mötley Crüe || The Dirt》
Fiksi Penggemar"So what do you do when you're born in the wrong time? You make it yours..."