rowan | g.d

"How to have sex"

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[Grayson's POV]

I probably seem like the biggest pussy, fuck man.

I got scared and started to cry while I was about to get head. Have you ever heard a guy fucking crying about to get head, no, you haven't. I wasn't lying when I said I don't care about myself, I want row to feel good I don't care about about me.

Currently she's still on my lap hugging me, calming me down.

She picks her head up of my chest to say something but before she dose, Carson comes downstairs "hey gu-" He doesn't finish his sentence because he lets out a girly scream throwing his hands over his eyes. 

"Okay please tell me it's not what I think it is because what I think is my twin sister riding her boyfriend. So please god, please tell me that's not it!" He shudders.

Me and Rowan both stifle out a laugh from his goofy ness. "God no cars you can look, I'm just showing some love to gray." Rowan says over her shoulder, rolling her eyes.

"What! That doesn't help. Showing some love could obviously mean sex!" He yells still covering his eyes with his hands.

"Were not Carson, completely PG-13 right now." I say shaking my head over his dramatic self.

"Not yet." Rowan whispers in my ear nipping on my earlobe softly.

I feel my cheeks turn red and my eyes widen. Clearing my throat I look up to see Carson peeking through his hands.

After he sees that we're clearly not fucking, he lets his hands fall to his sides letting out a sigh of relief. "Thank the Mother's above." He says plopping himself on the couch next to me and Rowan.

"So what's up cars?" She asked resting her head black on my chest. I pull my arms up and wrap them around her waist with one hand rubbing up and down her back.

"Huh?" He says turning his gaze towards us again. 

"Well you came down here for a reason...and I was wondering what's up, like why are you here but I was trying to be nice." She narrows her eyes. I chuckle softly leaning into her touch.

"Ohhhh that, I don't know, really I was just walking around and I already walked around all over the house but the basement. So I strolled down here for no reason at all, literally." He shrugs.

"You so fucking weird." Rowan's says, Shaking her head, I laugh, he's definitely special.

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"Okay bye baby." I leaned over the console of the car giving Rowan a peck on the lips. "I won't be long I'll be back in like 30 minutes." She reassures.

Nodding my head I open the car door, stepping out the car.

I turn back watching her drive off. Damnit I miss her already and she just fucking left.

Opening the door and rushing upstairs to my room. I plop on my bed, a huge smile over my face, grateful to have Rowan.

Speaking of her, she was about to give me head earlier what would have happen if It led to sex. I have no fucking idea how to have sex.

Having this thought I get up from my bed and go over to my desk where my laptop is. I have 30 minutes to search up how to have sex and study the facts. Because let's keep it real, I want to please Rowan, when we do it and i sure as hell don't want to fucking cry like a little bitch again.