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"Why the hell did you just football ram my ass?"

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Rowan's POV

Later that night we got a ride with Rob, he had dropped the boys off at my houses and came back.

When I got home the boys and rob started asking questions but I gave them a cold shoulder and said it was some old friends. I haven't gotten a call from Joseph yet. If he does help I refuse to tell Grayson. I promised I would always tell Grayson everything but I can't risk his safety. It's already bad enough that he completely switched his life from good boy to now I-want-to-help-my-girlfriend-run-from-her-crazed-father.

Grayson went home tonight and now I'm laying in my bed staring at the ceiling letting my fucked up mind race. The boys go home in the morning and I start school tomorrow. Great.

If my father is really out then I need to be completely alert, he's ballsy, he'll show up at school saying how he needs me for an emergency or some batshit crazy thing like that.

I sigh and get up going to the kitchen.

I open the fridge getting a water bottle sitting on the counter. I swing my feet back and forth while drinking my water.

"Hey sis" Carson walks in smiling softly at me.

I raise an eyebrow "why are you up?"

He grabs chips from the panty sitting on the bar stools. "Can't sleep" he shrugs popping a chip in his mouth.

I nod and look down fiddling with my water. "You okay Rowan?" I look up at Carson and see his whole demeanor soft and sincere.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be." I focus my attention on my water bottle in my hands. The cold plastic feeling cool against my palms.

"Father" He says casually but you can hear the hatred behind it.

"I can handle him cars."

He sighs. "I know you can Rowan, but for fucks sake he's always after you. It pisses me off. I wish he was always coming for me instead of you. Do you know how much it's hurt me to see you have to live your life always alert for the worse." He stands up coming over to me looking me in the eye. "Your my twin Row, you're not alone in this don't shut me out or even Grayson, mom. No one, were here for you, ok."

I nod and put my water bottle down pulling Carson into a hug. Carson has always been there for me. I've always been there for him as well. We're close even though we fight tooth and nail.  We're twins for fuck sake, it's a bond you don't know unless you have the same birthday- the same everything.

"Thank you Carson, I'm not scared of father just what he will do to the ones I care for that's what I scared of." I say pulling out the hug. Carson looks me softly smiling "I won't let him hurt you Row." I nod and sigh.

Carson grabs the bag of chips going up the stairs but before he does he turns around. "Good night you asshole." He grins going up the stairs before I get the chance to reply.

I shake my head chuckling softly before grabbing my water going upstairs as well.

The next morning was completely dreadful. I had to get up and get ready witch in my opinion is so pointless but non the less I still got ready. I said my goodbyes to the boys my uncle and aunt and sent them on there way. It sucked having to say goodbye so soon because I know I won't see them for months and that's what makes saying goodbye even harder.

Right now I'm parked outside of Grayson house getting ready to send him a text that I'm here but before I get to the passenger door flys open with a flustered Grayson.

"Drive!" He yells.

I quickly turn the car on speeding out of his neighborhood. "Okay I have so many questions. One, why do you look sweaty and two, why the hell did you yell at me to drive." I demand glancing at Grayson quickly.

His chest is going up and down while he pants. He shakes his head putting his book bag on the floor of the passenger seat. "I walked in on Ethan fucking another one of his daily's and he got mad-started chasing me Butt ass naked." I stifle a laugh before saying. "It's not even eight am, why the hell would he be having sex right now? 

He shakes his head shrugging "he goes at it all night.

I shudder rolling my eyes. "Anyways good morning." I change the subject not feeling the need to know about my boyfriends brother having sex. Personally it makes my skin crawl.

He grins "good morning baby" he leans over kissing my cheek

I sheepishly smile and a pink tint spread my cheeks.

I pull into the schools parking lot parking my car. Me and Grayson both get out and all eyes are me. I'm not even in the actual building and theses little fuckers immediately focus there attention me. Grayson walks over to me interlocked our fingers kissing my temple sending me a small smile. I look up at him smiling resting my head on his shoulder while we walk to our lockers.

Whispers and stares.

That's all I've gotten all day, I think everyone is either scared of me or just don't give a fuck. In my opinion I'm glad know one has bothered me, I hate people so it's a win-win for me.

I'm currently standing at my locker talking with Grayson until I hear my name being screamed. Me and Grayson both scrunch our eyebrows being glancing around trying to find the source of the voice.

All a sudden I'm tackled into someone arms knocking me and the person down. "Get off you dick stain" I strain out pushing at the body on top of me.

"Sorry" I hear a male and female voice say at the same time.

Once I stand up and regain my balance I look up and see Ren and Toddy. "Why the hell did you just football ram my ass?" I ask folding my arms. Toddy scratches the top of his head looking at Ren leaning down to her ear whispering. "yeah, why did we?" I shake my head.

She slabs his chest scowling at him "hey Rowan" She shyly smiles ignoring Toddy and tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear. "We-uh-I- we missed you, that's all science hasn't been fun without you. Toddy hear wouldn't shut up about you." She points her thump towards Toddy.

I feel Grayson tense next to me while Toddy shrugs. "You were funny and I tots missed my bff." He says in a girly voice before slinging his arms around my shoulder bringing my head down and give me a noggie. "Ugh, Get off of me you loaf." I scowl pushing him away. He laughs but obeys.

"Okay one, I had one conversation with you guys and two, Toddy were tots not bffs." I grumble

He fakes gasped "come on girl you can't just throw away all our spa days."

I shake my head groaning. "Toddy we never had any spa days."

He tsk putting all his weight on one foot popping his hip pointing his finger at me-putting the other hand on his hip. "Now how can you say that missy. You and I both know my cuticles are not this good thinking from not being pampered."

I turn around facing my locker before slamming my forehead on my locker groaning. I feel someone put the hand where I was banging my head to stop me. I look up seeing Grayson smiling innocently at me. I groan for the tenth time before turning around again and sighing.

"Okay Ren, Toddy I appreciate your guys concern, really I do but I'm all dandy, ok"

The nod before pulling me into another bond crushing hug saying how much they "missed" me. I weakly hug them back groaning, again.

"I hate you guys so much it hurts." I mumble while they laugh at me.

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