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Sungyeon is desperate to find a friend, and turns to bad and wrong methods to achieve hear goal.
Will she be able to keep it up, when she falls in love with her first friend?
Guilt is a funny thing, isn't it? Sometimes it's there, and sometimes it's not. One second you're happy, and then the next second you feel bad and not deserving of happiness. And I know what I have to do about it. Bury it deep inside my brain, and come up with a new plan. - More wine? The waiter asked me. After leaving Ateez's dorm, I went to the restaurant my family used to be regulars at. It was still mid day, but I had just finished a glass of wine, and wanted more. - leave the bottle. I told the waiter. - you know.. I think I remember you. He said, and looked at my face. - go away. I said, making him leave, looking embarrassed. I had bought a new notebook, and found a pen in my purse. I started drawing pigs with wings, but then I remembered what I was supposed to do. Make a new plan. A new plan of.. lies. A plan on how to make sure that no one found out what I had done.. how my friendship with them started. How I approached them with bad intentions. My first step would be to deal with Seonghwa. I had to make sure he wouldn't try to figure out anything. And if he did.. I had to make sure no one believed him. I'm still a bad person.. aren't I? I guess I never really changed. But I would do whatever it takes not to lose Mingi. Because I love him so much... and I need him. So losing him would be worse than being a bad person. And I was pretty good at hiding it by now. What he doesn't know, won't hurt him, right? The second step would be to make sure Kyung never mentioned anything about the deal we had made back then. And the last step... was to hit my head so hard against the wall that I would forget every bad thing I had done. Ok the last part wasn't really going to happen. But thinking about it made me laugh.
After I had finished writing down my plan, i decided to go back home. When I entered the bus, I suddenly realized that my phone had been off this whole time, so I hadn't been able to give an explanation about why I left. Because I wasn't sure what excuse I would use. I couldn't tell him the truth about my conversation with Seonghwa. When I turned on my phone, a bunch of messages came, making my phone freeze. Damn it. I turned it off, and then on again. I had texts from both Mingi and Hongjoong. I decided to check the messages from Mingi first. Mingi: what happened? Mingi: did seonghwa say something rude again? Mingi: come back! Hongjoong isn't mad at us. Mingi: can you at least answer? I'm worried.
I didn't know what to say, so I decided to just check the messages from Hongjoong.
Hongjoong: did you leave because of me? Hongjoong: I'm not mad at you. Hongjoong: I'm actually happy for you guys. Hongjoong: Mingi is pretty upset.. Hongjoong:
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Hongjoong: just look at him! Sungyeon: that's pretty low of you. Hongjoong: :)))
I decided I should call Mingi, because I didn't want him to be upset because of me. He answered me right away. - thank god. He said, making me giggle. - I'm sorry I just left. I said. - it's ok. He said. - but I'm not coming back. I said. - why not? He asked me. - because... I need to feed the cats. I said. It wasn't exactly a lie. I did need to feed Milk and Miss Momo. I had given them pretty hilarious names, and thinking about it still made me laugh. - Can I at least come over? Mingi asked me. - Fine... I said. I really wanted to see him. So I was happy he asked to come over. - I'll be there soon. Mingi said. - Cool. I said, and hung up.
When I got back home, I started looking for the cats, but I couldn't find them. I looked in my room, but they weren't there. But I knew how to find them. I went to the kitchen, and filled their bowls with food. They came running into the kitchen right away, and even stumbled a few times. So cute.
About ten minutes later, Mingi arrived. When I opened the door, he hugged me. - did you miss me that much? I asked, and laughed. - isn't it obvious. Mingi said, and kissed me. This... this right here.. was the reason I had to go through with my new plan. So that this would never end. - I think.. you need to show me. I said. Mingi just laughed, and took my hand. We walked inside my bedroom, and sat down on my bed. - Tell me what Seonghwa did. Mingi said. - it was nothing. I said, and sighed. - it couldn't have been nothing. He said. I didn't really want to say anything about it, so I just kissed him. - you're trying to distract me, aren't you. Mingi said in between kisses. - I don't know what you're talking about. I said, and started kissing his neck. - just stop. He said, and sort of pushed me away. - I told you it's nothing. Don't you trust me? I asked him. He shouldn't. - Of course I trust you. He said. - then stop talking. I said, and took of my dress. - you're crazy. He said, making me laugh. -I'm perfectly sane. i whispered, and bit his ear, making him giggle. - you make me crazy. He said. - you love it. I said, and got on top of him. - just.. slow down. He said. - you don't really want that. I said, and laughed. - I mean.. uhm. he said.
