I Love You, My Friend - Song Mingi

#27

- I'm sorry I scratched your face.
I told mingi, and laughed.
I definitely got too excited. But I usually always did. But it wasn't like Mingi was complaining.
- I didn't really notice it until after.
He said, and laughed.
- Yeah me neither.
I said, and kissed him.
- I'll just say your cats did it.
He said, making me laugh.
- when do you have to go?
I asked him.
- two hours I think.
He said, and sighed.

Two hours... I guess there would never be as much time as I would like. But maybe... in the future. Maybe we could be together forever.
Am I really thinking like that already?
What if he didn't want to be with me forever.
- you always get so distracted by your own thoughts. It's like you're not even here sometimes.
Mingi said.
- I'm sorry.
I said.
- no, it's just fascinating.
He said.
- it's fascinating?
I said, and laughed.
- and you look really beautiful.
He said, making me blush.
- I have to ask you something.
He said.
He suddenly looked so serious. And I got worried. Had Seonghwa told him about his suspicions of me? But seonghwa didn't really know anything, did he? And he said he wanted to be my friend. And help me. Had he been serious about it? I really hoped he was. Because for some reason I wanted seonghwa to know the real me. The bad side of me. Because maybe it would be easier not to hate myself if he helped me make sure it all..just went away.
That no one would find out.
- what is it?
I asked Mingi.
- Jongho told me you met up with Seonghwa a few days ago.
He answered.
At least seonghwa hadn't been the one to tell him. That had to mean something, right?
- I did meet up with him.
I told Mingi.
- why?
He asked me.
- uhm... he just wanted to apologize for upsetting me.
I answered.
It wasn't exactly a lie. But I still didn't want to tell Mingi that I was considering having a... special friendship with Seonghwa. What if he took it the wrong way?
- Is that all?
Mingi asked.
- yes.
I said, and smiled.
- Just let me know about things like that from now on.
He said.
- of course.
I said, and kissed him.
- I'm not worried or anything.
Mingi said, and hugged me.
After he left, I took a shower. It was so relaxing, so I ended up showering for almost an hour. At least Kyung wasn't here to yell at me for it. I went back to bed, and fell asleep in under 10 minutes.

When I woke up the next morning, I heard noise coming from outside my room. Someone was definitely here. I could hear Chanhee's voice, and Kyung's laugh.
I quickly got out of bed, and put on some clothes.
I had missed them. Although I still found it a little gross that they were dating.
I walked into the living room, and found them sitting on the couch watching something on tv that made them laugh. When they noticed me, Chanhee got off the couch and gave me a hug.
- I guess you missed me too.
I said, making her laugh.
- we have something to tell you.
Kyung said.
Oh god please don't tell me they're getting married or something like that.
- what is it?
I asked them.
- I think you should sit down.
Kyung said. He looked so serious.
I sat down beside him on the couch, and he suddenly got a look on his face, like he was sorry about something.
- seriously, what is it?
I asked.
- I'm moving in with Chanhee.
He said.
What?
- she's gonna live here too?
I asked him.
- no..I'm moving in to her house.
He said.
No... no.. this had to be a joke.
- and I think you should move back in with your father.
He said.
I got off the couch, and wanted to scream.
- don't do this to me.
I said.
- I'm sorry.. but I'm sure your father will be happy to have you back home.
He said.
How could he do this to me?
- you can visit anytime you want.
Chanhee said, and smiled. I wanted to hit her. I wanted to hit both of them. Moving in with my father would make my life miserable again.
- shut the fuck up.
I told Chanhee.
- please don't be like this.
She said, and touched my shoulder.
- get away from me.
I said, and pushed her away.
- we're not friends anymore. get out of my face!
I told her.
- don't talk to her like that.
Kyung said.
- I hate you.
I told him, and ran to my room.
I can't move back in with my father... I would rather be homeless.
- FUCK.
I yelled, and kicked the wall.
It hurt. But I didn't care.
I didn't know what to do with myself.
I found myself calling Seonghwa. And I had no idea why.
- Sungyeon!
Seonghwa said, when he answered the call. He seemed happy for some reason.
- I'm so mad...
I said.
- what happened?
He asked me.
- things just seemed so perfect but now I feel like I'm being punished for being happy.
I said.
- what do you mean?
He asked.
- I did something bad. But trust me.... I had my reasons.
I said.
- want to meet me?
He asked.
- yes.
I said.

AN: sorry if the chapters are a bit short.