I Love You, My Friend - Song Mingi

#44

this was exactly what I had been working so hard to avoid. Mingi seeing me acting unstable, like I could be sometimes. After he let go of me, I ran up to my room, and locked the door.
I didn't take long before he reached my room and nocked on the door.
- can you just unlock the door?
He said.
- I don't have the key.
I said.
- oh really? So how did you lock it then?
Mingi said, and laughed.
- with the force.
I said.
- the... force?
He asked.
Oh god.. he's never seen Star Wars, have he?
- just.. never mind.
I said, and sighed.
I unlocked the door, and opened it.

Mingi came inside my room, and looked at me with an expression I couldn't understand.
- did I.. scare you?
I asked him.
- yeah.
He said.
Oh no... how could I explain why it happened when I couldn't even say the reason out loud?
- I was scared you might hurt yourself..
He said.
- that's stupid.
I said, and laughed.
- it's not stupid.
He said, and pulled me closer by my waist.
- it's sweet. I'm sweet.
He said, making me laugh.
- maybe just a little.
I said, and kissed him.
- are you going to tell me what happened?
He asked me.
Why couldn't he just... let it go? I was definitely going to pretend it didn't happen.
- nothing happened.
I answered.
- I really think we should talk about it.
Mingi said, and sighed.
- about what? I don't have anything to talk about.
I said.
I was getting angry again.
Why does he have to do this? I'm already feeling bad enough.
- Sungyeon.. you're supposed to tell me about things that makes you upset.
He said.
- i don't want to talk about it.
I said.
- but you should talk about it.
He said.
- I don't want to.
I said, and glared at him.
If he don't let this go.. I'll probably yell at him, and make it worse.
- you never do...
He said.
- what's that supposed to mean?
I almost yelled.
- you never tell me anything.
He said.
- I don't tell anyone anything.
I said, and rolled my eyes.
- you'll probably tell seonghwa, won't you?
Mingi said, and it seemed like he was getting pretty irritated. Good. Just get mad.
- what does that have to do with this?
I asked him, and rolled my eyes again.
- so I'm right?
He asked.
Are we having our first fight right now?
- why are you being so annoying?
I asked him.
- you think I'm annoying?
He said.
- yeah. And stupid.
I said.
Maybe I shouldn't have said that. But hey, this is a fight. And I never lose a fight.
- are you being serious?
He asked me.
- yeah.
I said, and glared at him.
- maybe I should just go.
He said.
- yeah, you should... stupid.
I said.
- Fine.
He said.
- Fine!!
I yelled.

Mingi left, looking upset. Why did I have to do that? That was so mean. After a few minutes of hating myself, I went downstairs, into the hallway, and ran out the front door. I didn't even bother to put shoes on.
Would he still be in our street?
Because I couldn't let him leave like that. I had to apologize before he... no.. he won't break up with me. He loves me. But what if?
I couldn't see Mingi anywhere, so I went back inside. My feet were so cold.
As I was about to walk up the stairs to get to my room, the maid called my name.
I went to the kitchen, and found her making tea.
- what exactly happened in your parents room?
She asked me.
- I was just redecorating.
I answered.
- that's nice. Although I did Almost cut myself on all that glass.
She said.
- wait, you cleaned it up?
I asked her.
- well, yeah. That's my job.
She said.
- now I have to break more stuff.
I said.
- you should at least eat something first.
She said, and smiled.
- Well... I might be a little hungry..
I said, making her laugh.
I would probably eat a lot to make myself feel better.

• Mingi's POV•

- somethings wrong isn't it?
Yunho asked me immediately when I entered the dorm. Everyone was in the living room, staring at me because of Yunho.
- seriously, Yunho?
I said, and sighed.
- you have to tell us now.
San said, and giggled.
- no I don't.
I said.
- yes you do.
Hongjoong said.
Damn it.
- it's just Sungyeon..
I said.
- what happened?
San asked me.
- I'm not really sure.
I said.
- she just got really mad, and called me annoying and stupid.
I said.
- you are stupid.
Seonghwa said.
- Seonghwa!
Hongjoong yelled, and hit his shoulder.
- sorry.
Seonghwa said, and grinned.
He was probably enjoying this.
I glared at seonghwa, making him laugh at me.
I just wished he could stop thinking he was in love with Sungyeon, so that we could be friends again. I missed it so much, and I was getting tired of all the tension between us.
- maybe shes on her.. you know.
Jongho said.
I did know what he meant, but I would never assume that again, because Sungyeon really, really didn't appreciate me asking her that.
- last time I asked her about that she punched me so hard in the chest that I couldn't breathe for a few seconds.
I said.
- she punched me in the chest too once.
Seonghwa said.
- she's so strong..
I said.
- yeah it's insane.
Seonghwa said, and laughed. He's laughing?
I don't want him to laugh with me.
- I'm going to bed.
I said, and went to my room.
Stupid seonghwa. Why does he have to love her? And how could he do this to me? How could he do this to her? He better not tell her he loves her again. I should hit him. Or maybe get Jongho to hit him. because Seonghwa could be really scary when he's mad. He would always flash his teeth like he was a lion or something.
- something's going on with you and Seunghwa... and don't say no, because it's pretty obvious.
Yunho said, as he entered my room.
- I don't know what you're talking about.
I said.
- sometimes I think you forget I'm your best friend.
Yunho said and sighed.
- he.. he thinks he's in love with Sungyeon.
I said.
- you can't blame him for that.
Yunho said.
- what's that supposed to mean?
I asked him.
- because you love her too.
He said.
What was that supposed to mean?
Wait... He loves her.. for the same reasons I love her? Oh no. I can't be mad at him anymore. This totally sucks.
- I'm really smart, aren't I?
Yunho asked, and grinned.
- I hate you.
I said, and laughed.