I Love You, My Friend - Song Mingi

#12

•Mingi's POV•

Sungyeon has been avoiding us for two weeks now. It was all my fault, but I couldn't let the others know that. Because then they would ask what i did wrong. And I just couldn't tell them.
And to be honest I didn't even understand why I did that to her. I shouldn't have just said that stuff like it was nothing. Because it wasn't just nothing. It was all true. In a few days I had already developed feelings for her. That's how special she was.
But I did it all wrong. Just because I feel this way about her, doesn't mean I should tell her so soon. She probably felt so uncomfortable. She even forced me to leave her apartment right after. She seemed so mad. I didn't think she could get mad like that. She had always seemed so cheerful. But I still had feelings for her, anyways. Stuff like that doesn't just go away. And the thought of her not feeling the same, ever, hurt so much.

The best thing I could do for myself, was to get over her. But not yet. Because I wasn't ready to give up.
I would just have to tell her that I made a mistake. That I didn't know what I was thinking.
We had seen her a few times the past two weeks, walking around the building. But every time she saw us, she would turn around and walk in the opposite direction.
- Are you going to eat that?
San asked me, and pointed to my cup of ramen.
We had just finished practice for today, and was relaxing in our dorm.
- You can have it.
I said.
I was just looking at my phone, going through my old text messages with Sungyeon. It was pretty pathetic.
- are you trying to loose weight?
San asked me.
- I'm not, just tired of ramen.
I said.
- ok good because I don't want you too lose those cheeks.
He said, and pinched them.
- come here.
I said, and grabbed his t shirt.
- Don't hurt me.
San said, and laughed.
- then don't mess with me.
I said.
- I won't.
San said, and giggled.
- now go away.
I said.

San ran over to Wooyoung, leaving me alone on the couch. But then Jongho came over and sat down beside me, leaning his head on my shoulder.
- let's sleep in the same bed tonight.
He said.
- I won't do that again.
I said.
- last time was an accident, I swear!
He said.
A few days ago we both slept in my bed, because that's were we fell asleep, and I woke up with him laying on top of my chest.
- He did that with me too once.
Yunho said, as he walked into the living room.
- yeah me too.
Wooyoung said, making me laugh.
- He laughed!
Yunho said.
- I didn't think that was possible anymore.
Wooyoung said.

I didn't want to be made fun of anymore, so I went to Hongjoong's room.
- are you ok?
He asked me. He was laying in his bed, playing a game on his phone.
- I don't know.
I said.
- Let's do something about that.
Hongjoong said, and grinned.
- let's sneak into producer Kyung's studio. I have the key.
He said, and smirked.
- why would we go there?
I asked.
- let's just mess around with music.
He answered.
It sounded pretty fun. Hongjoong was really good at making a cool beat.
- let's do it.
I said.

• Sungyeon'sPOV•

I was sitting on the KQ buildings rooftop, with my new friend, chanhee. She was the girl I met in the restroom, crying, two weeks ago. We had walked into each other in the hallway a few days later. And after that we started spending time together. She was a real friend, because she knew the real me.
She had just finished work, so we went to buy some soju, and snuck up here. It was late, so no one was supposed to be here. But we didn't care.
- You know what?
Chanhee said.
- what?
I asked her.
- You totally saved my life.
She said. She was pretty drunk, but it looked like she was telling the truth.
- I was about to give up, you know.
She said.
- Don't say that.
I told her, and hit her shoulder.
- I thought everyone hated me.
She said.
- I thought everyone hated me too. At least the real me.
I said.
- but now I have a bestfriend!
She yelled, and spun around, almost falling.
- I think you should stop drinking.
I told her, and laughed.
- But I'm having so much fun.
She said.
- me too.
I said, and smiled.
She wasn't the only one that had drank a lot of soju. I had never even had a drink, before today.
- but I think I'll fall asleep soon.
She said, and sat down again.
- we should probably leave before they lock the building.
I said, and laughed.

I had to hold her arm so that she didn't fall, as we walked down the stairs. At least the elevator was still working. I don't think we would have been able to use the stairs all the way down to the first floor.
When we entered the elevator, she pressed all the buttons, and stared laughing hysterically.
- why did you do that?
I asked, but then started laughing as well.
The elevator now stopped at every floor.
When we exited the elevator, I realized we weren't even at the first floor.
I think this is the same floor as Kyung's studio.
As we were about to enter the elevator again, it closed.
- press the button.
I told Chanhee.
- you'll have to press the button because I can't see it.
She answered, and giggled.
I almost couldn't see it myself, because almost all the lights in the building was off.
- hey Sungyeon. I think the elevator just stopped working.
Chanhee said.
She was right. Now we had to walk down the stairs. But luckily we were just on the third floor.
But I had totally forgotten where the stairs was.
We walked around the hallway, until we stood outside my cousins studio. It sounded like someone was in there. Had kyung not gone home yet? It was almost midnight.
- Let's go inside. Your cousin is so cute.
Chanhee said, and giggled.
- I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that.
I said and laughed.

We opened the door, but it wasn't Kyung inside. At all. It was Hongjoong. And Mingi.
Seeing him, made me crazy inside. I had missed being this close to him. He looked so handsome.
Wait what am I thinking? It's probably the soju.
- what are you guys doing here?
Hongjoong asked me.
- are you seriously asking me that?
I said, and started laughing, until I snorted.
- I mean, the real question is what are you guys doing here?
I said, and started tapping Hongjoong's  shoulder repeatedly.
- Are you ok?
Mingi asked me. He started walking towards me, but stopped.
Maybe he was afraid that i would get mad again.
- I'm so happy to see you guys! I love you so much.
I said, and giggled.
- I think she's drunk.
Mingi said.
- I'm not..not drunk.
I said, making Chanhee laugh so much she had to sit down on the couch.
- I think we should help them get home.
Hongjoong told Mingi.
- Is that ok?
Mingi asked me. The way he looked at me, made me think about the last time I saw him. Did he still have those feelings for me? I realized that I wanted him to still have them.
I know I shouldn't hope for that, when I'm not planning on returning the feelings.
- ok, but I think you have to carry me.
I said.
- that's fine.
Mingi said.

Hongjoong helped Chanhee so that she could walk without loosing her balance, while Mingi carried me on his back.
His hair smells so nice.
- Your hair smells so good.
I blurted out.
- you're really drunk, aren't you?
He asked me, and laughed.